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its interesting how when your in a relationship thats real.... a relationship you actually do want to work out...the kind of relationship that you want to see blossom, you recieve all these different kinds of tests. Its like god is testing you to make sure that your love IS real and that your love is worth anything and everything.....
In august, it will make 3 years. 3 years that oreo and i have been together. with the rocks on my finger you would sware we're married... but no, were not... our relationship is more than a ring.....our relationship is really based on love.
Not everyone would do the things we do for eachother, unless love was involved....our love consists of so much that sometimes i take for granted. i overlook these minor details that are usually so important to me and get angry for things that dont mean a thing.... things like presents... and not enough phone calls....
After a long 10 hour shift from work (which means getting out of work at like 10 or 11 at night) noone in the right mind would want to stay up an extra 8 hours just to be able to go the next morning and pick someone up to take home and fall asleep with.... well unless you REALLY loved someone...
noone would drive to casa del carajo at 3:00 in the morning just to be able to hug and kiss someone (nothing else...) unless they REALLY TRUELY loved that person.
Not just everyone would go to someones house while they were working just to lay out their clothes so they can take a shower when they got home and serve them dinner so they had something to eat.
Not everyone would bust their ass studying with someone if they had no need to study the material because it ment nothing to them if they really didnt love/care about that person....
not just anyone offers to pick up food and take it to them (even if they arent going to stay for a while) just because they had said they were hungry.
its a list of minor little things... things that dont all involve money....but things that you can look back at and say "wow, i do have something special!" all the tests that have been thrown our way have just been minor little bumps in the road. we always get over our problems and we never have to question ourselves after the fact..... we just know everythings gonna be ok.
i love him. i know i complain alot, but it happens. everyone does it. im sure he does too. but then, there are those little things... those little things that keep me going...and remind me of how much of a dumb ass i am. hes all i want. and hes all i need..... noone else can make me as happy as i am when im with him. noone else can make my heart skip that beat it skips when we kiss. he is the love of my life. i love him