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My parents are so fucking crazy they always tell me how I should get out more but when ever I start to get into something they start making crazy excuses why I shouldn't go. Tonight I was already to go to Bible Study and I was like let's go. Then both my parents said Didnt you have alot of hw and I said yeah but I did it so let's go. They started giving me all this bullshit about how I been working so much for school and how I have to rest and have some time to relax. So I told them I know thats why im going to goto do something that had nothing to do w/ school and have some fun. Then they say that doesnt really sound like fun and how those people seem like fanatics that are trying to convert me. So I was arguing w/ them for half an hour why i should be allowed to go read the bible. It's such bull.
The only reason I can think of is that to prove to themselves that even though they cant control marcos they can control me. Whats worse is the way that I rebelled against my parents was that I didn't rest or relax but did more schoolwork to show them that their reasoning wouldn't stop me from studying and from preventing me to go off and read the bible I studied more and made plans for future studying. I'm so pathetic.
The only reason I can think of is that to prove to themselves that even though they cant control marcos they can control me. Whats worse is the way that I rebelled against my parents was that I didn't rest or relax but did more schoolwork to show them that their reasoning wouldn't stop me from studying and from preventing me to go off and read the bible I studied more and made plans for future studying. I'm so pathetic.