my walk last night..

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god.ok...last night..somethin happened and my mom was happy when she got home then somethin happened and she completely went off and told me i couldnt go to angis house and that i couldnt go to parkersburg on thursday...and i'll be fuckin damned if i miss going to parkersburg...but i dunno..i got pissed/depressed and me being all weird and emo and shit cant take ne thing ne more and i imed sam and told her i was walking to angis house and i walked from my house to angis house which is like a block away from the high school...and i started walking and i was completely fine until i reached where dez used to live ((near foodland)) and i got fuckin dizzy as hell...i swear i felt like i was drunk or something and i wasnt...the only thing i was on was my meds..and its never done that before...but yeah..ummm..i walked to angis..left at like 9:10 got there around 10...normally it wouldnt have taken me that long to get there but because i was all dizzy and shit it took longer...i was almost to angis house...like i was on the schools property and some white car pulled up near me and ppl started screamin a bunch of shit...and they were like baseball..u need baseball...baseball good...*saying in weird chinese voice* lmfao...it was funny as shit...umm.lets see..nothin really happened last night cept i was depressed and everyone was trying to find out y..umm..this morning...got up bout 10...not sayin what happened all day..but i spent all day with sam,corey,john,chelsea,clem,and then james and michael came down...but yeah...umm..then mom and dad picked me up and we went to fas check and kristen was working and i stayed with her til she closed and her and her dad brought me home and now im here writing this and im bored outta my mind...oooooooooooo.....if ne one wants to know y the mood says anxious is because im hopefully still going to parkersburg thursday and i cant fuckin wait!!!!!!!! =0D god..i havent seen beth in forever and this is gonna be sooo fuckin perfect! =0D ok..but ne ways..imma go try to download somethin and prolly get off here when brian gets home..but until then...uhhh yeah...whatever..later..
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~the nutty buddy~