Dec 22, 2003 22:48
so the past two days have been boring, i have done nothing, and i am very tired of the mall. i am tired of st joe, i am tired of my friends, i am tired of little bitches, i am tired of people being dumb and being too obsessed with their boyfriends/girlfriends and not talking because of them, and i am tired of my family. i am not looking forward to the rest of this vaction, nor am i looking forward to new years or going back to school. i just want to move to south america or somewhere way far away from all this shit. all people wanna do anymore is start shit..and if they want to start shit with me, let them start it and not have thier little bitch ass friends do it for them..god.
what this one girl don't know, is that i do plan on getting what i want. i don't care how long it takes me to get it, i will get it. i have evil little plans in my head, and i have evil little people to go along with these evil little plans that are in my head. tehehe...you will never even guess what i think of you or how much i hate you. i really have no reason to hate you or even dislike you, but i do..why, because i can. at this point in time i don't care to much for having a reason to hate or dislike anyone, i'm just going to do it because i'm fed up with shit. rawr.
i also wish i could hate this one certain guy because he is being a huge ass to me because of his stupid girlfriend with a big forehead. once again, no one will ever know whom i'm talking about unless i have already told you.
all of my friends seem to be just going away. blah. i need news ones. sure i love the friends of mine who aren't asses, but i still need new once. i wish there was a store where i could buy them at, it would be eaiser that way, but noooo i have to go through all this shit of trying to find new ones. fuck it. i will be a loner the rest of my life. bitches.
i got my hair cut, i dunno if i have told you or not..i probably did and just forgot, so i am telling you again.
i want to go shopping for my christmas clothes, maybe i will go tomorrow when i go shopping for cassie and alysa. yes, i am a late starter and just now getting stuff for my friends. big deal, the sales are now and i'm poor.
i still like you and i always will...sucks that you are too caught up in something already to realize that i liked you more than you probably thought i did, oh well your own fault. i wish i could say you are missing out, but to tell you the truth i don't know if you are or not. i guess that is for you to find out. oh and p.s. thanks for leading me on, you know..girls like that kinda thing. NOT! stupid asshole!
bye.
Love,
Kristi