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so today kinda sucked. wait a minute, everyday for me sucks!
i am so fed up with shcool. i just wanna drop out now so i won't have to see any of those insane people that go there anymore. i have had so many bad things happen to me during my years at central, i think it is posessed. damm thing. me and reyce are talking again. i IMed him yesterday after not talking to him for like a month, i really don't know how i went so long without talking to the only person that knows EVERYTHING about me. he IMed me today which surprised me. it made me happy though. i hope we don't fight as much anymore, i really do hate fighting with him. even if we aren't dating i still cry when we fight..it sucks. i'm just glad that we are talking again, i know most likely i will start to like him again, but hopefully i can stop myself from doing so so that i wont get hurt again.
my birthday is on tuesday, the big 17!! i am so excited even though i'm not doing anything for my birthday :-( kinda like i didn't have a sweet 16 party. i think i cried that year because i wanted one so bad. i wish there was someone who would so something special for me. i wish there was that "special someone" tha i could spend my birthday with. last time i had a boyfriend on my birthday was in 6th grade. how sad is that? i have only had a boyfriend once on valentines day, and as far as i'm consurned...i shouldn't even count him as a boyfriend because he probably cheated on me more than once.
god i hate guys
i have the hicups..i'm gonna go try and get rid of them and then probably head to bed because once again i'm having a bad night.
x0x0-kristi
ps. i get to go to the something corporate concert december 13 :c)
i am so fed up with shcool. i just wanna drop out now so i won't have to see any of those insane people that go there anymore. i have had so many bad things happen to me during my years at central, i think it is posessed. damm thing. me and reyce are talking again. i IMed him yesterday after not talking to him for like a month, i really don't know how i went so long without talking to the only person that knows EVERYTHING about me. he IMed me today which surprised me. it made me happy though. i hope we don't fight as much anymore, i really do hate fighting with him. even if we aren't dating i still cry when we fight..it sucks. i'm just glad that we are talking again, i know most likely i will start to like him again, but hopefully i can stop myself from doing so so that i wont get hurt again.
my birthday is on tuesday, the big 17!! i am so excited even though i'm not doing anything for my birthday :-( kinda like i didn't have a sweet 16 party. i think i cried that year because i wanted one so bad. i wish there was someone who would so something special for me. i wish there was that "special someone" tha i could spend my birthday with. last time i had a boyfriend on my birthday was in 6th grade. how sad is that? i have only had a boyfriend once on valentines day, and as far as i'm consurned...i shouldn't even count him as a boyfriend because he probably cheated on me more than once.
god i hate guys
i have the hicups..i'm gonna go try and get rid of them and then probably head to bed because once again i'm having a bad night.
x0x0-kristi
ps. i get to go to the something corporate concert december 13 :c)