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lastnight i went to the fotoball game and dance with summer and allen. it was soooooo cold all night!! i was in a good mood for some of the night, but then my lonelyness started kicking in. i hate seeing couples together. it makes me feel like i will never have that and i want it so bad. i'm just so tired of being lonely and not having that "special guy" to talk about to all my friends. not having that "special guy" to do things with or cuddle with. i hate it. i miss the days when i didn't care about having a guy there for me, but now that i have had it once..i feel like i need it all the time..humm.
after the game, we went to the dance..it sucked wang. allen's friends where stoned and were bugging me and put me in a worse mood than i was already in which led to me yelling at one of them for being fucking ignorant all night. i was just out to have a fun time with some friends and some fuckface had to ruin it, god i hate people like that. after the dance we took allen home then i stayed the night at summers. we didn't stay up very long. then today all i have done was eat. lol..i ate dounuts, mac -n- cheese and hot dogs, and now i just got done eatting burger king, lol..i feel like such a fatty!!
tonight i'm suppose to hang out with summer again. i think we might be goign to the club,,finally. i wanna see justin, lol. he is like one of those guys that you just have to like...he is protective of just about any girl, and it is great. i need more guy friends like that.
tomorrow me and audrey are suppose to go see Texas Chainsaw and meet up with 2 guys there..they are really cute, lol. i hope we end up going
i feel like my friends are slipping away from me and i hate it...
later.
x0x0-kristi
after the game, we went to the dance..it sucked wang. allen's friends where stoned and were bugging me and put me in a worse mood than i was already in which led to me yelling at one of them for being fucking ignorant all night. i was just out to have a fun time with some friends and some fuckface had to ruin it, god i hate people like that. after the dance we took allen home then i stayed the night at summers. we didn't stay up very long. then today all i have done was eat. lol..i ate dounuts, mac -n- cheese and hot dogs, and now i just got done eatting burger king, lol..i feel like such a fatty!!
tonight i'm suppose to hang out with summer again. i think we might be goign to the club,,finally. i wanna see justin, lol. he is like one of those guys that you just have to like...he is protective of just about any girl, and it is great. i need more guy friends like that.
tomorrow me and audrey are suppose to go see Texas Chainsaw and meet up with 2 guys there..they are really cute, lol. i hope we end up going
i feel like my friends are slipping away from me and i hate it...
later.
x0x0-kristi