*tears*
so i just got done watching 8 Simple Rules, it was so sad. i cried all the way through it. and for all of you who don't know, john ridder was the dad in that show, and on this one tonight..they had hime die on the show..he died last month i think. it really made me think about what i would do if my dad died. how all the times i have been so mean to him. i just started crying. it made me think about how my friend cassie must feel, her dad died when she was 3. god..it just made me think about so manyt hings, and all the things in life i take forgranted. i hate it. everything these days is making me sad. i keep thinking about how i keep losing friends, and it just breaks me down. i dunn owhy i lose them, i guess i'm a bad person. i dunno why it is impossible for me to get a nice boyfriend that wont treat me like shit. i wish someone would just tell me what is wrong with me so i can try and do things different...try to make people happy cause i guess i'm doing a pretty bad job at that one..hmmpphh :-/
anyways..
jason told me that he liked reading my LJ cause i talk about him :-d wow, i feel special!! he's great...too bad he still likes to not come to school, kinda sad. i'm gonna meet him soemday though :c) ((i feel like i'm talking about a famous person, i'm so dorky))
i got my hair done today, i like it. i think it looks pretty tahite. audrey's looks awesome also..and that is really all i have to update about so i'm gonna go, laterness.
x0x0-kristi
anyways..
jason told me that he liked reading my LJ cause i talk about him :-d wow, i feel special!! he's great...too bad he still likes to not come to school, kinda sad. i'm gonna meet him soemday though :c) ((i feel like i'm talking about a famous person, i'm so dorky))
i got my hair done today, i like it. i think it looks pretty tahite. audrey's looks awesome also..and that is really all i have to update about so i'm gonna go, laterness.
x0x0-kristi