Aug 17, 2010 22:31
I apologize for my unannounced and indefinite hiatus on the sequel. I never wanted to do it but I also didn't expect a lot of the things that happened this year to happen. What I thought would be a temporary job that would end any minute didn't end as soon as I thought it would. I saw people come and go and it seems like I will be seeing the closing of the office till the very end. While most people will be gone by the end of this month I'll still be there for the remainder of the following. I'm grateful because I would've never been able to pay school if it hadn't been for this job. I've started my new job hunt but nothing yet so in the meantime I'm sticking around. If it so happens that I don't find anything before or after I'm let go then I will continue searching of course.
I didn't think I would be capable of having bills to pay other than the rent but it seems it's not the case so I will need to find a new position elsewhere. School was great last semester and I was really happy when I got through with it, however things haven't been running smoothly for me with the school itself as there were some things keyed into the school system incorrectly, causing my financial aid to be delayed and not to mention less as if I'd been late and causing me to get last pick of the classes which pretty much leaves me with nothing to choose from. I'm actually hoping for a break after I get laid off but whatever happens happens. I'll just continue going to school and keep searching.
I do however want to commit to this story once again. I've missed writing so much and so much has happened in real life that it's gotten in the way of my story which I thought about everyday and honestly have planned out in my head. If you also must know I tried my luck at love this summer but my vocation won so I'm back to my main focus and as I said, if love fails, from now on I will not falter. So, now that boys in MY life are out of the way I can focus on other things like boys in each other's lives. XD Lame. I still think that one less commitment will keep me on track though. In high school I had too much commitments that the boy was the last thing I cared about so as mean as it might have been I let go of him, the least important commitment because he really was not helping me better myself, just taking my time, or at least trying to but failing to do so. At this point I think I would much rather devote myself to my kpop boys because they don't need REAL commitment. I spend time with them when I have the time. lol
Now, if you still haven't given up on me and Remnants of a Ghost, please don't give up now. I can't say when exactly the posts will resume, but what i can say is that it will be complete and if I actually get a break from work then I'll be back in business. There are some other projects that I've been wanting to set into motion that I would like to share so hopefully they will come through and if they do, a lot of my problems will be solved so let's see how this goes. One last thing that I have to finish before I can actually go full speed with Remnants is finish my apartment. I moved in ages ago but I bought furniture and more stuff.
Thank you and hope that the next post will be an actual chapter
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