Long time no see
well its been ages hasn't it. i figured I better update this though cuz well..usually in the past i only update when life sucks.
life rocks.
i'm sooooooooooo in love. stephanie is the best thing thats ever happened to me. we'll mark two 'official months' soon but it feels like its been forever. i know her so well, like i know myself almost. and i've never been this happy in my life.
wedding bells are on the horizon too. in fact we're gonna look at engagement rings tomorrow. things are going that good and its gotten that serious.
she's alot of firsts for me. for the first time in my life i find myself walking around and smiling for no particular reason. just in love. and she's gotten me to go to places i've never been before (Gap, Abercrombie). its awesome. i'm not afraid to try things with her.
the weird part is that i'm used to like how it was before and sharing everything that happens with my best friend. now my friend situations are different because i'm close to a larger number of people. but also...i aint telling them much. stephanie and i want our relationship to be special. our time together is reserved for us. the memories and things we make in many areas we've decided are only to be shared between me and her. its weird cuz on one hand i wanna tell stuff cuz its so awesome, but on the other its like 'no, this is what its like to be in a mature, adult relationship. you dont go telling every detail to every friend'. our intimate times are just that -- intimate. personal. private. to be shared with no one.
its amazing as can be. i've never been involved in anything like this. something to where something as simple as a kiss is a private matter. its amazing.
i love her to death. next may cannot come soon enough.
J-dawg
life rocks.
i'm sooooooooooo in love. stephanie is the best thing thats ever happened to me. we'll mark two 'official months' soon but it feels like its been forever. i know her so well, like i know myself almost. and i've never been this happy in my life.
wedding bells are on the horizon too. in fact we're gonna look at engagement rings tomorrow. things are going that good and its gotten that serious.
she's alot of firsts for me. for the first time in my life i find myself walking around and smiling for no particular reason. just in love. and she's gotten me to go to places i've never been before (Gap, Abercrombie). its awesome. i'm not afraid to try things with her.
the weird part is that i'm used to like how it was before and sharing everything that happens with my best friend. now my friend situations are different because i'm close to a larger number of people. but also...i aint telling them much. stephanie and i want our relationship to be special. our time together is reserved for us. the memories and things we make in many areas we've decided are only to be shared between me and her. its weird cuz on one hand i wanna tell stuff cuz its so awesome, but on the other its like 'no, this is what its like to be in a mature, adult relationship. you dont go telling every detail to every friend'. our intimate times are just that -- intimate. personal. private. to be shared with no one.
its amazing as can be. i've never been involved in anything like this. something to where something as simple as a kiss is a private matter. its amazing.
i love her to death. next may cannot come soon enough.
J-dawg