May 21, 2003 22:56
Sometimes, I feel like everything I've worked for and everything I am is for nothing.
What I don't understand is how things can fall apart so quickly? I'm cruising along, happily getting ready to graduate and get ready for law school, met a fantastic girl and starting to fall in love when suddenly my entire life just turns upside down.
I don't care about so much right now its pathetic. My Mustang...eh, its just a car. My Transformer collection....just toys. My grades....eh, won't matter. Its not like I'm going to acheive my dreams anyway.
If I wasn't locked into a lease here, I WOULD drop out of school at the end of this quarter.
And I hate, and I mean absolutely hate, being given the run-around. If you're gonna dump me, fine, just freaking do it. Don't drag it out.