Im not heartless, and I do miss you too. My most favourite memory is in my kitchen having a smoke, and your cell phone went off, and then you dropped it, causing even more noise, as we're trying not to wake the monster. I have many memories of the coffee shop... *ahem* cheese face. Please dont throw dave in my face, it's not like i could see you and just didnt. I wasnt allowed on the computer or the phone, let alone even out of the apartment unless it was to work, so that isnt my fault. It's my fault for putting up with it for so long, but i was scared.When i moved back home, i made all the time in the world for you, i would put you above everyone else and basically say "if you dont get along with her, were not going to work out" I didnt want another person taking me away from you, but this time, it was you taking you away, and thats what hurt me the most. The fact that you live like 6.3 minutes away up the street, and you were always too busy to make time for me.. or anytime i called you were always with shawn or shawn never wanted to do anything, so i got fed up with being the one who was always let down. I dont hate you, and never did, you are my best friend and i do love you with all my heart. Theres just a couple things i wished you did differently in life that i cant exactly change, i just hope you know what your getting yourself into with the baby and shawn. just dont marry him!! i'll re-add you to msn, but shawn remains off.
Wufey, I am sorry :( We all make mistakes, and I know I didn't give you the attention you deserve. I know it's gonna be really hard with the baby.. And we're not planning to get married any time soon. I don't care if you and Shawn don't like each other, as long as I get to spend time with you again :)
Thank you for giving me another chance :) I feel like your girlfriend, hehehe.
That was an awesome memory, I thought of it after I read the entry again, but I'd already written you a novel, lol. *ahem* lettuce face.
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Thank you for giving me another chance :)
I feel like your girlfriend, hehehe.
That was an awesome memory, I thought of it after I read the entry again, but I'd already written you a novel, lol.
*ahem* lettuce face.
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