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so, here i am at 9:21pm, should be at work, but i was sent home. You see, i am not feeling well at all. It sucks real bad.
I cant hold anything down, and it just hit me like a fuckin brick. I was on my lunch at work and i went outside to have a smoke, everything was fine and dandy. Then, i stood up, boom, instant light headedness and pukey feeling. Apparently my face went pale, and i made it just in time to throw up in the bathroom.
I asked if i could go home, they laughed and told me to go back on my register.
50 mins later i went back and asked again, they let me go.
and now, here i am, contemplating homework or sleep. Maybe a bath? Anything to keep me busy before the pills kick in. Going to be in a zombified state soon.
My head kills, my body feels like jelly. All i wanna do when i stand up is fall over. It's even hard keeping my head straight.
If i put my glasses on right now my migraine starts coming on, so im blind for the rest of the night.
blah blah blah, complain some more krista... okay, i will.
I still have yet to recieve my jack tattoo, as i seem to have forgotten how unreliable mike really is.
Ive been thinking a lot about certain people and things lately, and im very aggravated at the conclusions and realizations ive been coming to.
I think sometimes my mind just wants me to go crazy, because if it didnt, it wouldnt allow me to have such thoughts as the ones ive been having.
Plus, people talking to me, more people becoming aware of my situation, so to speak, have been making me think things i probably shouldnt.
Bah.
Ive said too much.
I cant hold anything down, and it just hit me like a fuckin brick. I was on my lunch at work and i went outside to have a smoke, everything was fine and dandy. Then, i stood up, boom, instant light headedness and pukey feeling. Apparently my face went pale, and i made it just in time to throw up in the bathroom.
I asked if i could go home, they laughed and told me to go back on my register.
50 mins later i went back and asked again, they let me go.
and now, here i am, contemplating homework or sleep. Maybe a bath? Anything to keep me busy before the pills kick in. Going to be in a zombified state soon.
My head kills, my body feels like jelly. All i wanna do when i stand up is fall over. It's even hard keeping my head straight.
If i put my glasses on right now my migraine starts coming on, so im blind for the rest of the night.
blah blah blah, complain some more krista... okay, i will.
I still have yet to recieve my jack tattoo, as i seem to have forgotten how unreliable mike really is.
Ive been thinking a lot about certain people and things lately, and im very aggravated at the conclusions and realizations ive been coming to.
I think sometimes my mind just wants me to go crazy, because if it didnt, it wouldnt allow me to have such thoughts as the ones ive been having.
Plus, people talking to me, more people becoming aware of my situation, so to speak, have been making me think things i probably shouldnt.
Bah.
Ive said too much.