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I'm not really sure why but like this last week has just been really blah... like theres no point to anything anymore. I honelstly feel like my life has no point to it. I just kinda feel empty and numb to everything around me. And I dont even know why! I have so much to be happy for. And im so sick of pretending like I'm totally happy. Brian noticed that today and I dont even know how he could tell... cuz like we HARDLEY ever see each other through out the day. But yah I dunno... I'm sick of people and their stupid mind games/drama/etc... I'm just tired of everything I guess. I've just been in the weirdest mood latley. Maybe I'm just stressed? Well we have break coming up so maybe that will help... one more week baby. Thank God! Oh... it's Alec's birthday today. I almost feel inclined to call him up and say happy birthday... how weird is that? I cant stand him but I almost feel like it's my duty or somthing. I dunno I'm weird. Ok... later taters.