its been weird.

Oct 13, 2005 20:15

So lately things have been a bit odd.
I guess you can say im a little emo girl right now
only because my mom hates me my brother is like my dad now and i dunno...
i fucked up pretty bad, and its all my fault. oh well cant
sit and bitch when its your problem. Yea well, things have been cool this week?
I have been going to school EVERYDAY now because i have to appeal for my credits....
i dunno how the fuck that happened. I dont slack i promise i try my hardest to be the best i can be like my brother said, "you have a good head on yuor shoulders, get your shit together" i must say hes right.
So, ive decided to stop this whole im a net freak..myspace for like 657357 hours and the phone isnt attached to my ear i can take it off for a wile to spend some "quality" time with my mom..honestly, i dunno what the fucke has happened to the old dem dem... everything just seems so out of place eve with my friends its definetly not the same...i miss hanging wit them and all, like we used to last year.
My gosh yvette what happened to you? did you die or something because we honestly havent hung in a while....I love my friends (kimmie and desiree&hearts) but lately i havent really been all that there for them and im sorry.
I need to learn that the world doesnt revolve around me and stop being such a fucken brat. i need to take my own advice ..." suck it up, and stop bitching" it gets your no where trust me....Ive learned that...I am sick of everything bad happening to me my credits being taken away, saying stupid shhit about my mom which if i might add she is not a jew! and like just doing horrible in school. instead of telling dez to shutup when she complains about getting an 89.. i need to fucken be wishing i was as great as she is... its ridiculous....i used to be an "A" student and now am a shit faced slut that needs to start thinking straight...which by the way again...dez the only reaosn i tell you to shutup is because i am half of the time wishing it was me with the 89.... well whatever, i have nothing to say i have some homework then a shower and bed time so dont call me....im busy. check ya later... bye.

d3m!♥

do you think anger managment class is pathetic♥
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