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Step out my house, one in the morning,
get in my car, go put it on him.
Park on the other side of the street so that,
everybody in the hood won't know that...
It's me he's been coming to see,
and we do this every night of the week.
We don't have to talk to each other on the phone,
'cause I know what's up when I hear my beep.
You're my little secret,
and that's how we should keep it.
It's on everybody's mind, about you and I,
they think so, but they don't really know,
or wanna know that...
You're my little secret,
and that's how we should keep it.
We should never let 'em know,
never let it show.
If you know, like I know,
we should never let it go.
If we stop talking for a long time,
it'll be hard to get you off my mind.
'Cause I got feelings for you I can't hold back,
I want to but I can't show that.
It's me he keeps coming to see,
and we do this every night of the week...
We don't even talk to each other on the phone,
'cause I know what's up when I hear my beep.
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I found a 1000-question survey, but I'm going to break it up into parts.
1. First name: Jennifer.
2. Nickname(s): Jenn, Kiwi, Killy, Ferlee, Jenni, etc.
3. Middle name: Leigh.
4. How old are you: 16.
5. When's your birthday: May 7th, 1988.
6. What hospital where you born in: Winthrop.
7. Do you have any siblings: Yeah, 1 brother.
8. What are their names: Billy.
9. How many cousins do you have: Tons.
10. What color eyes do you have: Green.
11. How bout hair color: Brown.
12. How tall: 5'6.
13. What the hell are you wearing: Hudson jeans, black Warehouse lace tank, Blue James Perse tank, Black Juicy velour hoodie, black belt.
14. Name 5 objects within 3 feet of you: Blank CD's, Nextel, iPod, Pencap, Candle.
15. Smell anything: Spaghetti.
16. Hear anything: TV, Winamp.
17. What are you listening to: My Little Secret - Xscape.
18. What are you thinking about: Getting my hair cut, this weekend.
19. Are you worried about anything: Not at all.
20. What time is it: 7:31 PM.
21. Are you eating anything right now: I just ate spaghetti.
22. How about drinking: Nothing.
23. What do you smell like: Clinique Happy to Be.
24. Name 3 of the most embarassing cds in your collection: None are embarassing.
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Yeah, all the time.
26. Favorite 80s song: Like A Prayer & Total Eclipse of the Heart.
27. Do you watch lifetime: Sometimes.
28. Are you gay: Nope.
29. Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite gender: Face, hair, eyes, hands, body.
30. What turns you on about the opposite gender: Good smelling cologne, nice hair/eyes.
31. What do you hate about the opposite gender: Mistreating girls, carelessness.
32. What song do you totally and completely hate: I duno.
33. What song could you listen to for hours: White Houses - Vanessa Carlton.
34. Five favorite cds: I duno, I don't buy CD's, I make mixes.
35. Do you download music: Yea.
37. Do you have a crush: Sort-of, I guess.
38. Are you a racist: No.
39. Do you shop at Hot Topic: Not really.
40. Are you old: No, I'm a youngin.
41. Are you sexy: Not really.
42. Will you go out with me: No.
43. Are you anti-social: Nope.
44. Do your parents think you are: Not at all.
45. Do they nag you constantly to get out of the house: No, they beg me to stay home. I'm never home.
46. Have you ever shoplifted: No.
47. From where: Never shoplifted.
48. What the hell did you steal: Nothing.
49. Are you tired: Not really.
50. Five things you are wearing: Juicy hoodie, Hudson jeans, James Perse Tank, Warehouse tank, & black belt/flip-flops.
51. Five things you are doing right now: Singing, talking to people on AIM, looking at cars, filling out this survey, breathing.
52. Five things you ate in the last 24 hours: Wheat bread, Count Chocula cereal, Spaghetti, A meatball, Ice cream.
53. Five things you did so far today: Went to school, walked into town w/ Jen, went to the Lax game w/ Steve, Jen, & Joey, Went to T-Mobile w/ Steve, Came home.
54. Five things you can hear right now: "Listen to your Heart" - DJ Spinback, TV in the den, typing, phone ringing, me sniffling.
55. Five thoughts in your head: I turned a bad day good, I'm being sensible, I should study for Chem, I really like this song, I'm glad I don't have to worry.
56. Five things you look for when you're picking a girlfriend/boyfriend: Honest, funny, easygoing, fun, loyal.
57. Five famous people you'd bang in a second: Vin Diesel, DMX, 50 Cent, Dave Nevarro, Nick Lachey.
58. What is your sign: Taurus.
59. Do you wear glasses: No.
60. Do you drink: Yeah.
61. Got any pets: Nope.
62. Favorite Type of music: House and Emo.
63. Favorite Actor: Johnny Depp.
64. Favorite Actress: Christina Ricci, Rose McGowen.
65. Favorite Movie: A Bronx Tale.
66. Favorite Soda: Orange Soda.
67. Favorite Food: Penne ala Vodka, Chicken Parmigiana, Grilled Chicken, etc.
68. Favorite Car: 2005 Mercedes Benz SL600 Roadster in white with charcoal red interior.
69. Favorite Musician: I duno, a bunch.
70. Favorite Song: "Existentialism on Prom Night"
71. Favorite Color: Gold or pink.
72. Favorite TV Show: I don't like TV too much, but MTV reality shows are alright.
73. Favorite Brand of beer: Bud Light.
74. Favorite Brand of liquor: Bacardi or Smirnoff, Hypnotiq.
75. Favorite brand of clothes: Abercrombie.
76. Favorite Online chat thing: AIM.
77. Favorite Shape: Heart or star.
78. Favorite Texture: Um, smooth?
79. Favorite Game: The Sims.
80. Favorite Place: The Mall or beach.
81. Favorite Year: 2005. (;
82. Favorite Holiday: Christmas or my birthday.
83. Favorite Animal: Stuffed Animals.
84. Favorite Drink: Pupu Kadudu, right Jen?
85. Have you lied: Yeah, of course.
86. Do you lie often: Sometimes.
87. Would you tell a lie that stopped your death but caused the death of your lover: No.
88. Would you lie to get laid: No, leave that to the guys.
89. Are you single: Yeah.
90. Ever been in love: Yes.
91. How many times: Once or twice.
92. Looking back do you regret it: Not at all.
93. Are you happy with your current status, why: Yes, I'm very happy. No worries, life is simple again.
94. Are you still holding on to the past: Not really.
95. The following apply to you:
Witty: Yes.
Charming: I suppose at times.
Quiet: Sometimes, or when I'm upset.
Loud: Sometimes. (;
Pretty: I don't think so, but I'm just insecure.
Radical: I duno.
Sucky: No, I'm awesome. (;
Smart: Yes.
Stupid: Sometimes. ;D
Dumbass: Nope.
Ugly: I feel it sometimes.
Slow: No.
Fast: No.
Talented: I suppose.
Useless: nope
96. The following are Good/Bad:
Love: Amazing.
Happiness: Great.
Rap: Good.
Pain: Bad.
97. Whats your deep dark secret: Then it wouldn't be a secret?
98. Whats your biggest fear: Gaining weight.
99. What is the most embarrassing thing that's happened to you: Quite a few things. (:
100. Would you make a good candidate for Jerry Springer: No.
101. You agree that DVD is much better than VHS right: Yeah.
102. Do you hate America: No, I love it.
103. Do you think Bush is doing a good job: I'm not too interested.
104. Are you going to heaven: Yess.
105. Are you going to hell: Maybe for a little while to learn my lesson.
106. First best friend ever: Jewwy, Amanda, Lizzy, Meggles.
107. Love is: Amazing.
108. First love: Puppy love: Mike in 5th grade. Real love: Joe.
109. Love or lust: Love.
110. Best love song: "Kissing You" from the Romeo & Juliet movie, "Looks Like We Made It" - Shania Twain, & more I can't really think of.
111. Is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: Yeah.
112. When love hurts, you: Deal with it. It's worth it...most of the time.
113. Do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you: Yeah.
114. How are you today: I'm dandy. (: Had a bad day at first but it got much better.<3
115. What does your hair look like at the moment: Down and straight.
116. What song are u listening to right now: "Crazy in Love" - Eminem.
117. How is the weather right now: Getting dark and warm out, a little wind. Today was perfect weather. (:
118. What are the last four digits of your phone number: 6657.
119. If u were a crayon, what color would you be: Neon pink. =]
120. How many kids do you want to have: 2.
121. How many TV's do you have in your house: 7.
122. Do you have your own TV: Yes.
123. Do you use any instant messengers: Yeah.
124. If so, which ones: AIM.
125. Do you have a digital camera: Yes.
127. Do you believe theres a difference between "love" and "in love": Yes, I love all of my friends but I'm not in love with them.
128. Are you romantic: Sometimes.
129. Are you in a relationship now: Nopee.
130. If not, how long have you been single: Umm..Don't remember.
132. Who's skankier: Britney Spears or Paris Hilton: Britney Spears, at least Paris looks good.
133. Who cuts your hair: Wendy at William Matt. (:
134. What kind of hair products do you use: I useee Charles Wellington Big Hair Shampoo+Conditioner, Biosilk Silk Therapy, Brilliant Brunette Simply Sleek Straightening Balm, and more.
135. Do you prefer to date people younger, older, or the same age as you: Older or same age.
136. Do you wear makeup: Yeah.
137. Do you drool over celebrities: No, I get jealous sometimes though.
138. Do you watch a lot of TV: Not really.
139. Do you have a horrible home life: Not at all.
140. Are you hopelessly depressed: No, I love life.
141. Do you spend a lot of time on your appearance: Oh yes. Tons of time.
142. Who's the weaker sex: Both are equal.
143. Do you think Brad Pitt is hot: No, he's old.
144. Are you emotional: Sometimes, not really though.
145. Are you a night or a morning person: Night person.
146. Are you ticklish: Yeah, I haven't been tickled in so long. Since like..Adam.
148. Whats your sexual preference: Straight.
149. Finish the sentence:
I AM: Happy.
I THINK: Too much sometimes.
I KNOW: Everything...or so I think.
I WANT: Love again.
I HAVE: More clothes, bags, and shoes than any one person should ever own.
I WISH: I could have a brand-new Mercedes in my driveway on May 7th.
I HATE: Confusion.
I MISS: Alot of things.
I FEAR: Nobody.
I HEAR: Some black opera singer my mom's watching...Nevermind, it's American Idol.
I WONDER: Nothing at the moment.
I REGRET: Nothing. Everything is a lesson learned.
I CARE: Way to much about somethings, and way to little about others.
WHEN I'M ALONE I: Wish I was out.
I DON'T BELIEVE WHEN PEOPLE TELL ME: I'm pretty.
I LOVE: My crew, my family, shopping, the beach, the summer, the sun.
I HURT: Because I have a cramp in my foot.
I CRY: During alot of movies, sad or happy.
I HOPE: This weekend is fun. (:
I FEEL: Happy.
I TALK: Alot.
I LISTEN: To my heart.<3
I SEE: Deeper than you think.
I SMELL: Nothing.
I TASTE: Snapple.
I REMEMBER: How stupid I used to be.
149. Where are you: In my computer room.
151. Who do you like: Someone...I think. Sort-of, maybe.
152. If there was one thing you could do in the world, what would it be: Gain Sabrina the Teenage Witch's powers. Like zap and get whatever you want.
153. If you could meet one famous person, who would it be: Hmm. Paris Hilton.
154. EITHER OR:
Music or Poetry: Music.
Dark or Light: Depends. I like darkness (night), light eyes...etc.
PacSun or Hot Topic: PacSun.
Abercrombie or American Eagle: Abercrombie.
American Eagle or PacSun: American Eagle.
PacSun or Abercrombie: Abercrombie.
The Mall or Target: Mall, but I <3 Target.
The Mall or Wal Mart: WalMart is sick, the mall is better though.
The Mall or K - Mart: Mall.
155. Whats the biggest misconception about you: That I'm stupid, that I'm a bitch, who knows.
156. Whats something you have learnd about the world: Don't trust everyone you meet.
157. Name all the places you've lived: Here.
158. Whats your wedding going to be like: Classic.
159. Do you like to recieve mail, with your name on it: Yeahh, I feel special.
160. Moving anywhere in the world, Where would you move to: A really rich part of Cali or a penthouse in NYC.
161.What age do you think you'll be when you meet that special someone: I have no idea.
162.Which feature of yours do you love: It changes everyday.
163. Which do you hate: My excess fat.
164. What are you addicted to: Gum, Parliament Lights, Snapple, Water.
165. Do you sleep a lot: Not at all.
166. What room do you spend the most time in: Computer room.
167. Who is your favorite cartoon character: Umm. Elmo? (:
168. What's your favorite fruit: Raspberries.
169. Do you wear body spray: No, perfume.
170. What is the worst show on mtv: TRL. It's dreadful.
171. What's your favorite scent: I have alot.
172. Jewelry worn daily: Tiffany & Co. Heart Toggle Necklace & Bracelet, Tiffany & Co. Mesh Ring, Class Ring, LiveSTRONG Bracelet, and 2 Cartilage earrings.
173. What will you do after this: Sleep.
174. Some of your favorite movies: A Bronx Tale, Jawbreaker, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Exit Wounds, Belly, The "In" Crowd, & more.
175. Do you believe in forgiveness: Yes.
176. If you could have any animal for a pet ,what would you choose: Puppy that never gets big.
177. What are 3 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?: All I can think of is NYC.
178. What's one thing you wish you understood better: I duno.
179. What are some of your pet peeves: Liars, hypocracy, egos, stupidity, cruelty, etc.
180. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: Yes.
181. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: Yeah.
182. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: Not really.
183. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": Relationship.
184. Are you happy with you: Yes.
185. Are you happy with your life: Yes.
186. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: More fit body.
187. If you could be anywhere, where would you be: On a beach on the Gulf of Mexico.
188. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others: Definition.
189. Could you live without a computer: If I was forced.
190. How many people are on your buddylist(s): 200.
191. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off: I always take them off.
192. What is the last movie you saw: Meet the Fockers.
193. Why do you take surveys: Out of boredom.
194. What is the best accent: I duno.
195. Are you loyal: Yes.
196. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off: Lights off.
197. Do you write poetry: No.
198. When did you last cry: Umm, yesterday...Mommy wouldn't let me go to the mall. (:
199. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell: Yes.
200. Do you trust others easily: Yeah, way too easily.
201. Do you like sappy love songs: Yes, I <3 them.
202. Would you enter a burning building to save a kitten: No.
203. If you could change one of your qualitites, what would it be and why: Hmm. More patience maybe?
204. What are you most dissapointed with so far: Nothing.
205. What one thing about a friend always pisses you off: Stupidity. I have alot of pet peeves. Annoyance is one of them.
206. What confuses you the most about life: Human behavior.
207. Which matters more, people's words or actions: When actions contradict their words.
208. Where is the best place to have sex: I duno.
209. Where is the worst place to have sex: I duno.
210. Who is the biggest disgrace in your family: Noone.
211. Who are your enemies: I don't have any enemies.
212. Why are they your enemies: --
213. Name someone who annoys you: Alot of people annoy me.
214. A name people call you that pisses you off: None.
215. Will you ever date someone you met online: No.
216. What is your favorite possession and why: I have a bunch.
217. If you had only one thing to take to a desert island what would it be: Food or a boy.
218. If you had to live in one city for the rest of your life what would it be: NYC.
219. If i gave you $10,000 to spend at only one store which store would it be: Bloomingdale's.
220. Do you like candles: I love them.
221. Do you believe in love: Of course.
222. What do you want done with your body when you die: Buried.
223. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day: Sunny day. (:
224. Last person you talked to: Cook.
225. Last person you got an instant message from: Joey I & Costa.
226. Last person you hugged: I don't remember. Maybe Queen?
227. Last person you kissed: Mike.
228. Last person you went out with: Adam.
229. Last person who asked you out: Um. Don't remember.
230. Last person who you rejected: Hahaa.
231. Last thing you said: "Lmao."
232. Last person who you im'd: Joey I.
233. Last thing you ate: Cupcake.
234. Last thing you drank: 1/2 Lemonade, 1/2 Iced Tea Diet Snapple.
235. Last time you showered: This morning.
236. Last time you cried: Yesterday.
237. Last time you laughed: Earlier.
238. Last time you were sarcastic: Earlier today.
239. Last time you were happy: From 1:00 until foreverr.
240. Last time you were angry: This morning.
241. Last song listened to: Kissing You - Desiree
242. Last thing you purchased: White tank top, white skirt, gold sequin bag, pink rhinestone bag.
243. Last store you went to: Target.
244. Last thing you cooked: Cupcakes last night. (:
245. Last thing you broke: My phone's screen.
246. Last candy you ate: I had a cupcake before?
247. Last tv program watched: Saved by the Bell this morning.
248. Last vacation taken: PA with the girls.
249. Last person you yelled at: Don't remember.
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Shove my body up against yours,
and kiss me like you mean it.
Let's blind ourselves by love
and be deaf to all who say it's fatal.