You said, between your smiles and regrets: "Don't say it's over."
I can't stop fucking crying. I've been crying since midnight last night, and I got no sleep. I hate this shit.
I really just wish I could understand what I did wrong to make you want to hurt me.
I never did anything to hurt you and I'd never even think about doing it in the future.
Why didn't you just think about me that night
and think about how much that would hurt me?
Did I even pass through your head at all?
I don't understand your excuses.
Being drunk and thinking that we're gonna end anyway is no excuse for hooking up with some random chick. You didn't even know how old she was. I don't understand how you're so in love with me but then you did this 2 weeks ago. Weren't you in love with me then too?
I need to stop crying.
I have to.
I love you, but I fucking hate you so much right now.
Did you honestly think that I would never find out?
And it fucking sucks that you can't even answer any of those questions for me.
I really just wish I could understand what I did wrong to make you want to hurt me.
I never did anything to hurt you and I'd never even think about doing it in the future.
Why didn't you just think about me that night
and think about how much that would hurt me?
Did I even pass through your head at all?
I don't understand your excuses.
Being drunk and thinking that we're gonna end anyway is no excuse for hooking up with some random chick. You didn't even know how old she was. I don't understand how you're so in love with me but then you did this 2 weeks ago. Weren't you in love with me then too?
I need to stop crying.
I have to.
I love you, but I fucking hate you so much right now.
Did you honestly think that I would never find out?
And it fucking sucks that you can't even answer any of those questions for me.