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Apr 24, 2005 13:22

so I decided it was time to get a new layout to go with how im feeling right now...kinda depressed yet still so in love

me and mike have been temperarily(hopefully) banned from seeing each other. Things have been blown way outta proportion. But i do hope that i can see him soon.

i went to the dance on friday. i danced into the night wearing a pair of aviatars and a smile on my face. what a way to end such a terrible night. we danced like no one was watching. he cried with me. and he told me he would wait for me. kelli sat there with us and told us that she was crying too cuz of seeing us.

kelli is definitely one of my good friends. and she has really helped me through all this. and we are getting abs. :)

scott has been a really helper too. he told me that he could barely look at me and mike because it broke his heart.

kelli's right...u can fall in love at any age. and maybe i have.

me being kept away from him just proves it to ourselves that we can make it through anything. i can have any other guy i want and i choose him. i want him. hes all i need.

well on a lighter note, i have been listening to howie day a lot lately. and its awesome. i love him. thanks to mike that is.

god everything reminds me of him too. this is gonna be a hard time. i know it.

well thats all for now

....you think your so f**kin' sweeeee-eeeeeeeet....

....slip it all away....

with more love for mike than you will ever know...

Melissa
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