Dec 19, 2006 21:26
So someone tell me how you completly get over someone. Its been a year since me and nick broke up, and i still think about him dont get me wrong i dont want to be with him. But certain things still get me really upset, things that he deined all the time seem to be coming true and it sucks.I just dont like the fact that every fight every time i cried and told him i was upset he would tell me that he loved me and told me i was making a big deal out of nothign but now it seems like i was i right and i dont know how to deal with that. Then on top of that there is Andy and he is amazing when iam with him the thought of nick doesnt ever exist casue iam guinually happy when iam with him and he makes me laugh and i cant stop smiling with him. He likes me and thats great well cause yea (kat gets that part) but i dont want to hurt him. But its not like i have any inteniton of getting back with nick it jsut still hurts so much but can you blam me it was three years of my life, he was my best friend, i told him evrything i trusted him with everything. But now i cant tell him half the stuff i want to and i dont see him unless i make the effort at like twelve at night cause heaven forbid he give up his saturday night for m, no he rather jsut hang out with me when his done doing everything else. Yea so iam a little bitter, i jsut want to know what i should do. Any advice would be greatly appricated gracis