Oct 03, 2005 09:21
So, Teto just informed me that Dan ditched me Saturday.
I just emailed him this:
"I cannot FUCKING believe that Saturday night, you FUCKING left me at Kate's, DIDN'T EVER FUCKING CALL ME AND HUNG OUT WITH JOHN AND CARL.
YOU ARE SUCH A FUCKING ASSHOLE. YOU FUCKING LIED TO ME.
FUCK YOU.
WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU DO THAT?
I don't care if you don't give a SHIT about me anymore, Dan, but don't EVER fucking dick me over like that. Have the balls to tell me you don't want to be with me anymore. That is so fucking ignorant.
I really don't think I ever want to talk to you again. I cannot believe you.
I don't know what I did to you, but I do NOT deserve to be treated like this. I NEVER fucking did anything to you. I loved you so fucking much.
Thanks, Dan.
We're over. I'm done. I can't take this anymore. This'll be the last time you EVER make me cry.
You really need to grow up. You are so incredibly immature.
You just dicked me over so I'd break up with you, didn't you? That way you wouldn't seem like a jerk. You wouldn't have to deal with me anymore. Well, you don't ever have to deal with me again. Happy now? You got what you fucking wanted."
I want to pretend that I hate him, but I can't even finish my paper that I spent hours working on because I'm crying so bad.