And tonight is the night...
Tonight was the night I knew I cared for them more then I had ever thought I did.
Peoples conversations echos in the cafe.
"Okay, Mixed choir? Come line up."
"Oh and 8th graders in the front."
"Oh god" you think.
Walking in you feel like your about to fall then you see them.
The ones you love more then anyone else.
The one who's name is marked all over your survey.
The one who had always been there and can make you smile just by her glance.
And the one who is so beautiful you feel beautiful to.
You walk onto the green line standing as still as possible.
Listening to them sing you cant see straight.
All you see is them flashing in front of you with a smile on your face,
and you think "God damnit, how can i make it without them"
Listening to the song you think of nothing but them.
You cry and try your hardest not to look at them.
And a tear rolls down your cheek.
Immediately you wipe it away to show no evidence of your crying.
You sing, you dance, then dance some more.
Afterward it comes. That song that sums up how you think your life is.
Digging your nails into your pant leg trying not to cry.
Afterward you see your mom and receive the flowers you just want to rush off to them and hug them so tightly.
Your mom holds onto your shirt and says..
"Where are you going?"
"To see my friends.."
"What friends?"
"Wow mom.. that hurts"
So you push away from her and run to them trying to get to them as fast as possible.
When you reach them you just want to hug them but you dont...
And tonight is the night I knew I cared for them more then I had ever thought I did.
Peoples conversations echos in the cafe.
"Okay, Mixed choir? Come line up."
"Oh and 8th graders in the front."
"Oh god" you think.
Walking in you feel like your about to fall then you see them.
The ones you love more then anyone else.
The one who's name is marked all over your survey.
The one who had always been there and can make you smile just by her glance.
And the one who is so beautiful you feel beautiful to.
You walk onto the green line standing as still as possible.
Listening to them sing you cant see straight.
All you see is them flashing in front of you with a smile on your face,
and you think "God damnit, how can i make it without them"
Listening to the song you think of nothing but them.
You cry and try your hardest not to look at them.
And a tear rolls down your cheek.
Immediately you wipe it away to show no evidence of your crying.
You sing, you dance, then dance some more.
Afterward it comes. That song that sums up how you think your life is.
Digging your nails into your pant leg trying not to cry.
Afterward you see your mom and receive the flowers you just want to rush off to them and hug them so tightly.
Your mom holds onto your shirt and says..
"Where are you going?"
"To see my friends.."
"What friends?"
"Wow mom.. that hurts"
So you push away from her and run to them trying to get to them as fast as possible.
When you reach them you just want to hug them but you dont...
And tonight is the night I knew I cared for them more then I had ever thought I did.