Me Without You [drabble]
Title: Me Without You [drabble]
Author:xkissxbangx1
Pairing: Louis Tomlinson/Zayn Malik [Zouis], implied Zayn Malik/Niall Horan [Ziall]
Rating:G.
POV: Louis'
Summary: This is a break-up fic.
Disclaimer:Fake.
Warnings:None
A/N: mewithoutyou is a band name, title belongs to them.
I don’t know when you gave up on me, on us. But I know you have; I know you’ve stopped fighting. I don’t know why because all I’ve ever done is love you unconditionally. I’ve loved you for as long as I can remember, but now you’ve given up and I’m close to giving up too.
I thought you loved me too, but I’m not sure you do anymore. Maybe you only care about me, but even then I’m not sure you do.
I’ve loved you since kindergarten when you borrowed my crayons and drew me a picture of a T-Rex, because you knew they were my favourite.
I’ve loved you since first grade when you punched Jimmy Barnes in the face for stealing my Pokemon cards.
I’ve loved you since second grade when I broke my arm and you insisted on being the first persn to sign my cast.
I’ve loved you since third grade when you let me win at Mario Kart because you knew I sucked at it.
I’ve loved you since fourth grade when you didn’t tease me for telling you I had a crush on boy.
I’ve loved you since fifth grade when held my hand while I got stitches because I split my chin open falling off my bike.
I’ve loved you since sixth grade when you let me kiss you for the first time and you kissed me back without hesitating.
I’ve loved you since seventh grade when you let me cry on your shoulder when I found out my grandma died.
I’ve loved you since eighth grade when you helped me come out to my mom and my sisters.
I’ve loved you since ninth grade when you finally asked me to be your boyfriend.
I’ve loved you since tenth grade when we made love for the first time.
I’ve loved you since eleventh grade when you asked me to go to junior prom and you
openly danced with me and you weren’t worried about what other people thought.
I’ve loved you since twelfth grade when you told me you’d go to whatever university I wanted so that we could stay together.
And I thought after all that, after everything we’d be together forever. But then you found him, with this stupid blonde hair, and his stupid shining blue eyes, and his stupid crooked smile. He’s a new game for you and I’m just old news now. We’ve known each other too long and you’ve grown tired of me.
I guess I’ll move on too, but I don’t know how I can. I’ve loved you my entire life and I don’t know how to change that. I don’t know how to get you out of my head, out of my heart.
You found a way to replace me though, so I guess it’s possible.
Eventually, I’ll move on though. I won’t ever forget you, even if you have forgotten about me.
And one day, I’ll find someone who is even more perfect. I used to believe you hung the moon, but now I can see that it was just blind faith. Blind faith in a relationship I’d spent my whole life building and my whole life believing in. I thought you were too.
But for now, I just need to focus on picking up the pieces, try to figure how to put them back together. It’s going to be hard leaving out the pieces that include you.
Author:xkissxbangx1
Pairing: Louis Tomlinson/Zayn Malik [Zouis], implied Zayn Malik/Niall Horan [Ziall]
Rating:G.
POV: Louis'
Summary: This is a break-up fic.
Disclaimer:Fake.
Warnings:None
A/N: mewithoutyou is a band name, title belongs to them.
I don’t know when you gave up on me, on us. But I know you have; I know you’ve stopped fighting. I don’t know why because all I’ve ever done is love you unconditionally. I’ve loved you for as long as I can remember, but now you’ve given up and I’m close to giving up too.
I thought you loved me too, but I’m not sure you do anymore. Maybe you only care about me, but even then I’m not sure you do.
I’ve loved you since kindergarten when you borrowed my crayons and drew me a picture of a T-Rex, because you knew they were my favourite.
I’ve loved you since first grade when you punched Jimmy Barnes in the face for stealing my Pokemon cards.
I’ve loved you since second grade when I broke my arm and you insisted on being the first persn to sign my cast.
I’ve loved you since third grade when you let me win at Mario Kart because you knew I sucked at it.
I’ve loved you since fourth grade when you didn’t tease me for telling you I had a crush on boy.
I’ve loved you since fifth grade when held my hand while I got stitches because I split my chin open falling off my bike.
I’ve loved you since sixth grade when you let me kiss you for the first time and you kissed me back without hesitating.
I’ve loved you since seventh grade when you let me cry on your shoulder when I found out my grandma died.
I’ve loved you since eighth grade when you helped me come out to my mom and my sisters.
I’ve loved you since ninth grade when you finally asked me to be your boyfriend.
I’ve loved you since tenth grade when we made love for the first time.
I’ve loved you since eleventh grade when you asked me to go to junior prom and you
openly danced with me and you weren’t worried about what other people thought.
I’ve loved you since twelfth grade when you told me you’d go to whatever university I wanted so that we could stay together.
And I thought after all that, after everything we’d be together forever. But then you found him, with this stupid blonde hair, and his stupid shining blue eyes, and his stupid crooked smile. He’s a new game for you and I’m just old news now. We’ve known each other too long and you’ve grown tired of me.
I guess I’ll move on too, but I don’t know how I can. I’ve loved you my entire life and I don’t know how to change that. I don’t know how to get you out of my head, out of my heart.
You found a way to replace me though, so I guess it’s possible.
Eventually, I’ll move on though. I won’t ever forget you, even if you have forgotten about me.
And one day, I’ll find someone who is even more perfect. I used to believe you hung the moon, but now I can see that it was just blind faith. Blind faith in a relationship I’d spent my whole life building and my whole life believing in. I thought you were too.
But for now, I just need to focus on picking up the pieces, try to figure how to put them back together. It’s going to be hard leaving out the pieces that include you.