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so i get to graduation practice this morning and find out that kyle died last night... i still cant believe it. sure.. i didnt know him all that well... just hung out with him and justin a few times and he parked close to me... it still hurts... but i dont want to talk about it..
then today i felt like i needed to call jared and make peace so i did. i just told him that i felt bad about what happened with kyle and i didnt want anything bad to happen to him and that i was sorry for being a bitch to him. he told me hes moving to georgia so thats cool. we basically told eachother to be careful and have a nice life. i tried to think of some more people to call and make peace with but i guess he was the only person who i was openly not getting along with. i dont think we will ever be friends again, but its good that we dont have any hard feelings. makes me feel more at peace with myself i guess... i dont like disliking anyone. tonight i graduate..and then go to project graduation... i REALLY hope that jenn and brooke found someone else to play volleyball with them
i hate volleyball
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then today i felt like i needed to call jared and make peace so i did. i just told him that i felt bad about what happened with kyle and i didnt want anything bad to happen to him and that i was sorry for being a bitch to him. he told me hes moving to georgia so thats cool. we basically told eachother to be careful and have a nice life. i tried to think of some more people to call and make peace with but i guess he was the only person who i was openly not getting along with. i dont think we will ever be friends again, but its good that we dont have any hard feelings. makes me feel more at peace with myself i guess... i dont like disliking anyone. tonight i graduate..and then go to project graduation... i REALLY hope that jenn and brooke found someone else to play volleyball with them
i hate volleyball
<3