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so ive been thinking alot lately...
i dunno.. im kind of bored with everything..and sick of everything. maybe its senioritis..i dont know. but i honestly am tired of it... people are so stupid, and ihave a feeling that no matter what, no matter where i go..people are going to be the same. all they care about is what they see, because digging any deeper would be too hard. they are all superficial, and all they care about is themselves because they are the only people who feel things. maybe they're right... ive kind of quit feeling everything. its weird how people can suddenly change. and how its so predictible.
last night i was thinking about molly and abbie. that used to make me so mad. i didnt understand why they got so much credit just because they were cool when they died. i didnt understand what made it so much more of a tragedy than when wayne died, or brett died..but then i thought about it...and there was a difference. cuz i thought back on my memories of them... cuz keith knew them..and i realized that i still cant accept that they were dead... soccer star and cheerleader...killed by my brother's best friend. all the rumors..all the crap people were saying that was PROVEN untrue but still ruins clay's name. clay burt..the one who killed those 2 girls... "wasnt he drinking" "i heard they found speed" "there are police reports" thats all a crock of bullshit brought on by the gossip of the town of franklin county. i remember when it happened my dad laughed and made a buzzing noise. he thought it was funny..he really did. i didnt even bother to tell my dad about lisa. he probably doesnt even know to this day. he would have just made fun of her. i dont understand why they have all these anniversaries of when molly and abbie died... i guess to remind us that anything can happen. death unites us. heroin addicts die... cheerleaders die. we all die. all men are created equal.
i dunno.. im kind of bored with everything..and sick of everything. maybe its senioritis..i dont know. but i honestly am tired of it... people are so stupid, and ihave a feeling that no matter what, no matter where i go..people are going to be the same. all they care about is what they see, because digging any deeper would be too hard. they are all superficial, and all they care about is themselves because they are the only people who feel things. maybe they're right... ive kind of quit feeling everything. its weird how people can suddenly change. and how its so predictible.
last night i was thinking about molly and abbie. that used to make me so mad. i didnt understand why they got so much credit just because they were cool when they died. i didnt understand what made it so much more of a tragedy than when wayne died, or brett died..but then i thought about it...and there was a difference. cuz i thought back on my memories of them... cuz keith knew them..and i realized that i still cant accept that they were dead... soccer star and cheerleader...killed by my brother's best friend. all the rumors..all the crap people were saying that was PROVEN untrue but still ruins clay's name. clay burt..the one who killed those 2 girls... "wasnt he drinking" "i heard they found speed" "there are police reports" thats all a crock of bullshit brought on by the gossip of the town of franklin county. i remember when it happened my dad laughed and made a buzzing noise. he thought it was funny..he really did. i didnt even bother to tell my dad about lisa. he probably doesnt even know to this day. he would have just made fun of her. i dont understand why they have all these anniversaries of when molly and abbie died... i guess to remind us that anything can happen. death unites us. heroin addicts die... cheerleaders die. we all die. all men are created equal.