now i long for yesterday...
everything recently seems to be falling away from me. i don't know why or how i could let it. i don't feel close to anyone. i never have anything to say. gah, negativity. booh. hm, and someone i really care about is totally unintentionally hurting me. they don't realize how their actions are tearing us apart. fucking giving me the bullshit, "you don't know how i feel, you've never been in my place." excuse doesn't help. because you've never been in mine, so you don't know how i feel either! grr.
i'm quite sad. great band, twothirtyeight, have decided to break up. tisk tisk.:( and this must sound so stupid, but my mom doesn't want me wearing eyeliner anymore. she says that i could get an infection and shit. pft, hah, i can't live without that shit. i feel so weird without it on.
my family isn't going to be home tonight, they're going out to this dinner thing, so i'm going to be on my own for a couple of hours. it's nice to have the house to myself, you know, like having the chance to think, and just be alone. hmph, what should i make myself for dinner? haha its almost 6:30 it feels so early. damn daylight savings time fucking with my head!
i want the sum to come out and warm up the air. and then melt away the snow. this spring break will suck if there's snow still on the ground. and the easter egg hunt with my little cousins, ruined.
please. let something good happen to make me smile again.
i'm quite sad. great band, twothirtyeight, have decided to break up. tisk tisk.:( and this must sound so stupid, but my mom doesn't want me wearing eyeliner anymore. she says that i could get an infection and shit. pft, hah, i can't live without that shit. i feel so weird without it on.
my family isn't going to be home tonight, they're going out to this dinner thing, so i'm going to be on my own for a couple of hours. it's nice to have the house to myself, you know, like having the chance to think, and just be alone. hmph, what should i make myself for dinner? haha its almost 6:30 it feels so early. damn daylight savings time fucking with my head!
i want the sum to come out and warm up the air. and then melt away the snow. this spring break will suck if there's snow still on the ground. and the easter egg hunt with my little cousins, ruined.
please. let something good happen to make me smile again.