So I'm stuck on this thing called love....
Love is nothing more then a chemical in your brain telling you to lust for a person of the opposite sex. Then why do I feel like I'm missing something in life that everyone around me has. For once I want that love feeling as well. I want to matter to someone else as much as they matter to me. I wanna stare into their eyes and feel completely comfortable. Like we just fit together. And no one else in the world matters. I have been alone all my life. No one to hold me, no one to just be there for me to cry on. Lately I guess I have need that person more then anything. A person to take all my pain away with one simple kiss. I don't know if maybe I should try harder for this or maybe just let fate take it's course. But I want this. I NEED this to be sane in life. I'm sick or pouring my heart and soul out to this damn computer. When is it my turn to find that, to feel that? :-\ I see my friends go through guys like underwear and I just wonder why they get all the great ones and throw them away. Ugh. Once again... I say oh well...