wake ups and weekends...
well ok i guess i was wrong the wedding wasnt as horrible as i htought it would be. the hotel was nice.. even thought they had no pool. on the way there we drove by really hot goth boys and skater boys as most people who label would call them... well my room got reaaaaally cold so i think im sick now... meh, that sucks... wow i still cant believe school is out. i feel like im have to wake up at 5:45 tomorrow... but i dont. but then again summer means PARTY PARTY PARTY!!!! well depending on if my report card is good, but then again i can hide it and say i never got it... hmm yes.. lol haha in the hotel i kinda started freaking out... you see i have an obsession with mirror... so i took my eyeliner and wrote "I'm Sorry" on it and took a picture.. and then i took my thin tube of lotion and wrote "Love Me" and took another picture.. I'd post the pictures but i dont have my camera cord on me... so once i find it i will.. Bedroom = trashed = need to clean !!! ha i kinda left my hotel room a mess... OH WELL...
i think i finally realized something and its sad... i think i finally know why i break so many peoples hearts when i get really cose to them... i htinkim afraid of commitment. it sounds crazy but, im afraid to hurt people like my mom hurt my dad. even though i would never cheat on people... but its just crazy i guess...
oh well.. the wedding was really great. they seem so happy together... if only my parents could have been that way.. but hmm they finally got there divorce so it will never happen...
hopefully i can hang out with my sexxxy friends tomorrow... seeing today is fathers day im spending it w/ my dad... hmm well its ok.. cuz hes crazy.. hehe
if only people knew about my craziness.. and issues.... well if they knew.. id be in a mental ward. insane asylum!!! woot the fucking woooot! SIIIIKKKKE!
well i dont really have much to write about.. that basically sums it all up...
i think i finally realized something and its sad... i think i finally know why i break so many peoples hearts when i get really cose to them... i htinkim afraid of commitment. it sounds crazy but, im afraid to hurt people like my mom hurt my dad. even though i would never cheat on people... but its just crazy i guess...
oh well.. the wedding was really great. they seem so happy together... if only my parents could have been that way.. but hmm they finally got there divorce so it will never happen...
hopefully i can hang out with my sexxxy friends tomorrow... seeing today is fathers day im spending it w/ my dad... hmm well its ok.. cuz hes crazy.. hehe
if only people knew about my craziness.. and issues.... well if they knew.. id be in a mental ward. insane asylum!!! woot the fucking woooot! SIIIIKKKKE!
well i dont really have much to write about.. that basically sums it all up...