Sep 20, 2004 13:25
i kno i havent written nething in here in a fuckin while but oh well today is horrible its so beautiful out but i feel like complete shit i have this terrible stomache and headache and i slept most of the morning away its so saddddd i miss my *joey* it sucks that he goes to college all the way up in ct. thats so gay but oh well hell b home sooon =) i cant believe i was being such an idiot actually thinking that i cud live without him im so sorry that i even tried getttin with other guys that was just a waste of my fuckin time cuz i already have the only dude worht ne of my time and i jus have to deal with tha fact that he cant alwayz b around and instead look forward to the next time ill get to see his cuteness!!! newayz atleast this weekend was pretty hott got to drink alot and then barf alot lol cant wait til jons parrty next weekend and oh yeah seeing joey btw i cant wait til pittsburgh gets the chance to kick sum dolphin asssssss mwahhh* i love the steelerss even tho they suck