MeMoRieS..
Dear Diary,
Nothing hurts more than looking back on all those times and wishing you could relive them again. For some reason, I thought about you today..I dont know why, but I did. I thought about all the laughs we shared..all the kisses we ever shared and the times we spent close together. I tried not to think about it, because the memories began to hurt. I know we cant ever be again and I know that you wont ever think about me again, the way I think about you..but I thought about you today. I thought about the way you used to make me laugh..the cute way you used to kiss me. I dont know what happenend between us or what went wrong, but I know that I miss what we had. I told you things...I never told anyone else. You became one of my best friends..its so hard to see you online or in the halls and have so much to say and I cant even say one word..something about you still draws me to your personality and the way you still make me feel. I care about you so much. I still remember laughign at you when we first kissed because you kissed different than anyone I had ever kissed and we used to joke about it all the time..I miss so much about you and I cant understand what to do to make this go away..Its not that I dont want you in my life, I'm just not sure what will be harder, being your friend or not having you in my life at all.
xoxo SaM
Nothing hurts more than looking back on all those times and wishing you could relive them again. For some reason, I thought about you today..I dont know why, but I did. I thought about all the laughs we shared..all the kisses we ever shared and the times we spent close together. I tried not to think about it, because the memories began to hurt. I know we cant ever be again and I know that you wont ever think about me again, the way I think about you..but I thought about you today. I thought about the way you used to make me laugh..the cute way you used to kiss me. I dont know what happenend between us or what went wrong, but I know that I miss what we had. I told you things...I never told anyone else. You became one of my best friends..its so hard to see you online or in the halls and have so much to say and I cant even say one word..something about you still draws me to your personality and the way you still make me feel. I care about you so much. I still remember laughign at you when we first kissed because you kissed different than anyone I had ever kissed and we used to joke about it all the time..I miss so much about you and I cant understand what to do to make this go away..Its not that I dont want you in my life, I'm just not sure what will be harder, being your friend or not having you in my life at all.
xoxo SaM