~ConFusIon!~
Dear Diary,
Things were going fine
He said all the right things, at all the right times
I never once doubted his love or his words
But I've soon come to see, that maybe I trusted to soon
I've trusted too many words he's said or perhaps,
The words he hasnt said
I keep falling in this trap
I keep falling for all these games
When will it all stop
When will all these games come to rest
I dont know what to do
I feel so helpless in a world I'm supposed to be able to control
Well, things arent going so well with Austin right now. I'm not really sure what i'm doing or even worse, what he's doing. Someone told me he has a g/f and it wasnt him that told me! So thats not a good thing @ all. Idk why this always happens to me, guys always lie to me. Like no matter what I do, all I do is keep getting lied to. I am so sick and tired of it. What gives them the right to lie about things. I'm really worried about something else too, theres some rumors floating about me that could only be started by one person and I'm really pissed off. He knows who he is, cuz I called him and told him he was being an asshole if he was telling people things. Well, anyways.
Weekend~This was one of the best w/e's in a long ass time!! Friday, I went over to Gregg's and hung out with him n Micheal! I had soo much fun! Except, me n gregg kinda fought, but we're ok now! Hes too cute n sweet to be mad @ lol Saturday, I hung with Julia, Hannah and Sarah! OMGOSH TOTALLY FUN! We went to Jungle Village, HAHA! We were joking aorund there, dancing and stuff, it was soo sweet! Then we saw Monica, that was kewl too! Shes so cute!! Then we slept over @ Julias. HAHA, what a night!! Peoples phones could not stop ringing haha. That was so funny, then minds got played with cough cough julias cough haha! Well, then sunday we all tanned together for a bit, then I went to Olive Garden with the family! hehe
School~Wow, I've been out of a lot of my classes haha It was fun tho! hehe I have so much make up work, its gonna be soo crazy! I'm kinda worried about it, I hope my grades arent slipping, interums come out tuesday! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT, ALREADY! hehe
Cheerleading~Well, we have two games this week, including one on FRIDAY! eww, why! Damn COCOA! haha I'm sure it will be ok tho, kinda dont wanna go, lol I REALLY DONT WANNA GO! We're cheering with A squad. Thats gonna be, interesting for sure!
French Show~Well, that went pretty well. I had to sing, it was insanely nerve wrecking!! I was so scared, but i went through with it! Especially cuz Kye helped out a lot, hes like YOU CAN DO IT! aww, hes such a sweetheart! I enjoyed hanging out with him, I see a friendship in the future haha We're going to Congres together, so hopefully we'll hang out some more!!
Well i guess thats all for now! xoxo SaM