Just a hopeful thought
For a second there, I thought this time would be different.
I really did.
All those words made me feel so special and happy. Then I realized, it's the same. It's the same as it's always been.
But, I wonder, can it still change? Can ones mind change? Probably.
Can his? Hopefully.
What do I do, when I know how he feels, but I can't move on?
Believe me, I have tried to move on. I really have. But once he speaks, I'm back. I can't get away.
He's the one that holds you tight until everythings okay. The one that makes you feel on top of the world, like nothing can bring you down. The one that can make you feel like a little kid again. He's everytihng I've wanted, but will probably never have.
And the thing is, I know how he feels. Or at least felt. He wanted to be friends, but I can't help but wonder if that's because he already had something going for him at the time. That was back in October. Maybe now, his feelings are different, maybe?
Just a hopeful thought.
I really did.
All those words made me feel so special and happy. Then I realized, it's the same. It's the same as it's always been.
But, I wonder, can it still change? Can ones mind change? Probably.
Can his? Hopefully.
What do I do, when I know how he feels, but I can't move on?
Believe me, I have tried to move on. I really have. But once he speaks, I'm back. I can't get away.
He's the one that holds you tight until everythings okay. The one that makes you feel on top of the world, like nothing can bring you down. The one that can make you feel like a little kid again. He's everytihng I've wanted, but will probably never have.
And the thing is, I know how he feels. Or at least felt. He wanted to be friends, but I can't help but wonder if that's because he already had something going for him at the time. That was back in October. Maybe now, his feelings are different, maybe?
Just a hopeful thought.