Kids complaining....
3rd block...im supposed to be working on a power point, but God, if i haven't done like 50 of them for this class already.
i can't concentrate today anyways....
yesterday was one of the best days, and tonight will be too! i can't stop thinking about it.
im soo....anxious/excited.
Steven started talking to me again today, Im kind of hesitant on rather or not to trust him again. he's hurt me before, but i can't help but be swooned by his charm.
i haven't talked to mike all week....he's never home when i call, he doesn't call me....and i work EVERYday.
i get 40hrs a week AFTER they cut everyones hours.
working full time AND going to school is HARD...maybe too much responsibilty for someone my age...
if i don't talk to Mike before I leave for Mississippi, then i won't talk to him again until the middle of December. When I go to NC again.
im scared he's slowly turning into just a box on my computer screen...or a voice on the other end of an empty phone line...just like Cat...and i don't want that to happen.
::sigh:: only time will tell i suppose....
xXx
ashleigh