i hate the world today

[xkinetichugzx]

I've decided that, Im glad im leaving.

several situations today made me want to go home.

i don't fit in here. Im not like everyone else. Im a DECENT person.

I dont' pretend to be peoples friends, and then exclude them from almost every part of my life.
I don't say 'i love you' then only want to be around you when everyone else is busy.
I don't set your problems aside so we can talk about mine.
I don't belittle you and your thoughts because i want everyone know what what mine are.
I don't lie to people that I "care" about.
I don't pretend to be something im not.
Im not vain. i don't look in the mirror and gasp at my beauty.
Im not shallow. EVERYONE deserves a chance. Some of you need to practice that.
I don't ridicule people when they make decisions about their lives. like becoming a vegetarian, or edge.

I hate self centered-ness....and im SURROUNDED by it.

It burns when i think about the kind of people that i have associated myself with while i've been here.

Im glad today happened, it made me realize how much of a better person i am.

-ashleigh