One last comment to send in to the live journal abyss. Jake, how I hate that your life on Earth is over. I was just a stupid little girl when our lives crossed, but your soul had a lasting affect. I wish I could talk with you once more. Just to see if we'd even have anything to talk about. We used to talk for hours. I was such a rascal and did so many stupid things to try to impress you. I think you'd be impressed with me now for real. At least I'd like to think so. I wanted to tell you that even our little on again off again relationship has helped shape the woman and wife I am today. Just stupid things I learned I should or shouldn't do.
On the other hand, I wanted to watch you grow and thrive and be that outsider cheering you one. I wanted to see you marry the perfect girl and have cute babies with fabulous eyebrows. I wanted to see an uninhibited smile streak across your cheeks showing the world you overcame the muck that weighed you down for so long. I know you wanted this too. It's the essence of this journal entry. I hope you're resting well now. Xo, Liz
On the other hand, I wanted to watch you grow and thrive and be that outsider cheering you one. I wanted to see you marry the perfect girl and have cute babies with fabulous eyebrows. I wanted to see an uninhibited smile streak across your cheeks showing the world you overcame the muck that weighed you down for so long. I know you wanted this too. It's the essence of this journal entry. I hope you're resting well now. Xo, Liz
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