Oct 20, 2005 01:40
talking to ashten tonight made me think alot.
im honestly considering going into the military of some sort when i graduate.
i just wanna go through all that and see what its like.
and i tihnk it might be fuckin good for me.
ive never had the type of order or discipline it could give me.
i think it would be a really good experience for me.
i dunno. im gonna think alot about it.
well see what happens.
it would be really easy for me to just say fuck it and go on with the plans i have.
but im really not sure if thats whats best for me.
i mean i have no really close friends here,
so i wouldnt really miss anyone too much.
it would give me a chance to meet new people.
it would give me the discipline ive never had in my life.
i dont know, i think it would be for the best even though i know it would be the hardest thing ive ever done in my life.
i tihnk it might be worth it.
ill decide this when the time comes i guess.
just something thats on my mind i was thinking about.