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BOOO. today sucked.i did nothing.my gay friends were out doing stuff .while i was stuck here doing a whole lota nothing. all i did was watch tv and occasionally drifted of to deep thought which i hate doing. couse i always think about the bad things. hey talking about bad things my ex tried to talk to me becouse he was bored.that just sucks. hes an ass. but whatever i talked to him anyway couse i was bored to. but all we talked about was school. well i guess so sense hes a nerd in all. but i hate talking about school. it makes me frustrated. grrr. well anyways i found out some news that intrigued me.and that news was that my sisters freind germey likes me i just never saw that coming. but hes cool. he makes me laugh. well i guess i should of saw it coming couse that one night at meagans when we all getting wasted i remember he kept calling me beutiful and i also remember my sister getting mad when he said to go sit on his lap. i guess i would like him couse hes the first older guy that dident say your like my little sister,man i hate when they say that .but i dont know i think there just saying that couse when im drunk i think i hear them say something like "when your older.." or "ooo when you turn 18.." but i dont know i could be wrong. well anyway i wouldent go out with germay becouse it would be wired when we break up becouse hes a close friend to my sister so it would be wierd to her and to me. WHY DO I LIKE NERDS??!!!