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i havent spoken with the boy in what feels like
forever. i miss him. but maybe it's better if we dont
talk a lot because i like him and i know that things
would never work out with him for so many reasons.
i was supposed to be at bright eyes. crying with
contacts is funky. it makes things 10x's blurrier. i dont
think i'm going PSEO anymore. there are so many reasons
why i want to and so many reasons why i dont. i seem to
have lost the girl i used to be due to the over whelming
amount of stress and drama lately. friends can be rotten.
boys are nothing but heartache for me and i seriously cant
see myself dating anyone for a long long time. it's my bday
in 6 days. yeehaw. can we just say i'm not looking
forward to it.
rae rae and i bought our tickets for florida. lets just say that we are hella excited!!!
i've been working so i can have lots and lots of spending money because well i'll
spend all of my bday money on mac cosmetics because i'm a terrible person.