Special Day

[xkillingjarx]

I got to talk to my sister today for the first time since I was in 2nd grade. I've thought about talking to her every day since then... but honestly never thought I would again. It's weird how you expect someone to sound and be and how they really are. I wonder if she remembers all the things that I remember. It was so incredible to talk to her, to hear her voice, to know that she's alive and somewhat well. I miss her terribly. I hope that everything is going to work out...that all of this is for a bigger reason...that this is what she needed to get her life in order and to become a part of our lives again. This is all so surreal. I don't think it's really hit me yet... Everything is going to change and I don't know how I feel about that. Of course I'm glad... but it's all so strange.. I've gotten so used to not having her in my life.. to not even really talking about her.. so many people didn't even know that I had older siblings... and now this... It's definately going to bring about a lot of questions. But that's okay. It's part of the process and I'm sure everything is going to work out one way or another. I need to make her some CDs.. I hope they'll let me...

Any suggestions of CDs to send my sister?

I love you all...be safe..
xoxo.
Lindsay