Apr 18, 2005 22:46
Today has been bittersweet in so many ways. A vedy sweet part was the 8-month anniversary of Tha Nay and I...gah it seems like it has been about 3 months or 4. But not near 8...I feel like I just met him. I still have that same flame I had for him when we first started dating. I told my mom that I love him finally, and she took it very well. I mean very well. She didn't say anything, just sorta blinked and stuff. It surprised me, but I mean I had to tell her. Eight months after all...
Today was the first day of T-CAPS...I don't see what the big deal is. I mean whoopie it's a few questions and stuff...it's like any other test. It's just for the state is the only difference. We learned it all before, it's just a review. I'll probably flunk the math and get put in special ed math next year. Here I come Mr Swafford!! Nah I'm only joking...and I don't mean offense at all. The good thing about T-CAPS is that we don't have any homework and we have no teachers practically, but the bad part is we have to be outside in the hot sun with no shade for like 3 hours and that isn't cool...literally! Haha I made a funny, but all jokes aside it really sucks. The only reason I stay is to see Nathaniel, but whatever. I are whipped (what a joke!)
I came home after that and I was burning up! I had it in my mind that I was gonna come home adn put on my bathing suit and go to granny's and just jump in, but then I had it on and I fell asleep. I woke up and I smelled even worse than I did before, because I had been sweating all day and being under a cover made it worse. I'm waiting till tomorrow to take a bath though (hahaha) Smelly kidd!
A buncha people are leaving the youth...it's crazy! I mean only like less than 20 are gonna be left before people start leaving. And I confess that I would like for some people to leave (no names mentionable) And I know it is wrong to think that way but I am only being truthful. But just to hear people say they are leaving hurts...but oh well I know everything happens for a reason and God knows best. Maybe this is just a new start for the youth group from the absolute rock bottom. And I know some people couldn't help leaving, but just to hear some people say that they are dumping the church is hurtful. I mean...that church just means so much to me because that is the place that I came to Christ in, and the place in which I was baptized. That is the place where my spiritual walk began...and yeah change is good but I know that I am not leaving that youth group under any circumstances. My roots there go deep and I will not be relocated. I know that God has plans for that youth group, and I hope that He has plans for me to be in those plans. I won't leave unless I feel that it is God who wants me to, and that is a promise to anyone and everyone who read this and even to those who don't. And now that I have voiced my opinion in a large way, I will go.
Always,
Krystle