wow.

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im under a large amount of stress. im sure im not the only one. any senior is. my english teacher is driving me insane. i hate her. ive never hated someone as much as i hate this woman. but besides this teacher loading on a huge amount of work with no time left in school, prom is this weekend. i dont think im ready. im really excited but im kinda nervous at the same time. i should be fun though. i just cant wait til this week is over.

another thing bugging me is i realized the other night that i when somethings bothering me i smile so i dont inconvience anyone else. its fucking retarded. i need to start speaking my mind. i always think im gonna ruin something or cause a problem.. but when i think about it.. its already a problem if its bothering me this much. and to top everything else off my back is fucking killing me. ahh.. i gotta go study.