Feb 10, 2005 19:29
today was utter shit. all of my teachers left me in a murderous state of mind by the end of the day. i hate everything .. (about myself)
i came home and was left alone for 4 hours so i ordered Chinese food and Gina came over and we watch a movie. i felt bad that i couldnt tip the delivery guy but the food sucked. disappointing.
i sat in my bean bag chair and listened to Fevers and Mirrors for so long and i just felt.. heavy. Old Bright Eyes does that, its really depressing.
Yeah, don't destroy yourself like those
cowards do and maybe the sun keeps coming up because it has gotten used to you and your
constant need for proof.
This conversation was extremely entertaining for some reason-
xxBrandNew 27: hey woman
NoLiesJustLuv x: hey lady frienndd
xxBrandNew 27: what's up?
NoLiesJustLuv x: just having some coffee in preparation for Latin studying
NoLiesJustLuv x: u?
xxBrandNew 27: waiting for 8 o clock to roll around so my dad can take me somewher
NoLiesJustLuv x: where?
xxBrandNew 27: the craft store and hopefully olive garden
NoLiesJustLuv x: ! that sounds like a spectacular night.
NoLiesJustLuv x: the craft store is one of my favorite places on earth
xxBrandNew 27: it completes my life
xxBrandNew 27: i want to work there and become like.. superlative manager of paint by numbers and jumbo crayon packs
NoLiesJustLuv x: ahahahhaa
xxBrandNew 27: hahah
xxBrandNew 27: what's the dealio with you and mo?
xxBrandNew 27: :-\
NoLiesJustLuv x: we're good
xxBrandNew 27: that's good
NoLiesJustLuv x: i got off the bus this morning and she ran up and held my hand in front of everyone
NoLiesJustLuv x: it was.. awkward..
xxBrandNew 27: that sounds like a beautiful union of souls
xxBrandNew 27: were you mad about it?
NoLiesJustLuv x: not really, just frustrated.
xxBrandNew 27: yeah
NoLiesJustLuv x: i dont know if she was ever mad at me tho
NoLiesJustLuv x: WHATEVVVV
xxBrandNew 27: lol yeah
NoLiesJustLuv x: soo do you have a Valentine?
xxBrandNew 27: no :-(
xxBrandNew 27: you?
NoLiesJustLuv x: nope
xxBrandNew 27: we can be each others
xxBrandNew 27: like the usual lonesome listless losers do
NoLiesJustLuv x: YEah YAHHH
NoLiesJustLuv x: yuhhh embarassingg..
xxBrandNew 27: ahahaha
NoLiesJustLuv x: i was just sitting up in my room listening to old Bright Eyes and its so depressing :-\
xxBrandNew 27: the music or memories associated with it?
NoLiesJustLuv x: music
xxBrandNew 27: yeah, i agree
xxBrandNew 27: FUCK i'm so hungry
NoLiesJustLuv x: ughhh im gonna PUKEEE
NoLiesJustLuv x: i ordered chinese food
NoLiesJustLuv x: when i was home alone
xxBrandNew 27: and was it good?
NoLiesJustLuv x: the scallion pancakes were.. crab rangoons.. rancid.
xxBrandNew 27: EWWWW
xxBrandNew 27: EVERYTHING IN THAT SENTENCE MAKES ME VOMIT PROJECTILEY
NoLiesJustLuv x: :-[
xxBrandNew 27: you sick bastard you
xxBrandNew 27: it's alright
xxBrandNew 27: just don't mention chink food to me ever again
NoLiesJustLuv x: you dont like it!?@?!
xxBrandNew 27: i do but not involved with the word rancid
xxBrandNew 27: i just redid my layout
NoLiesJustLuv x: I MUST LOOK!
NoLiesJustLuv x: im re-doing mine.
NoLiesJustLuv x: its going to require your help this time.
xxBrandNew 27: haha alright, why though?
xxBrandNew 27: i love yours
NoLiesJustLuv x: i hate it. and i have SOOO many better ideas im just too lazy to like.. figure them out
xxBrandNew 27: yeah
xxBrandNew 27: i boycotted the whole thing earlier today but then i realized how bored i would be if i quit
xxBrandNew 27: it just takes up the gaps of time when i have nothing to do
NoLiesJustLuv x: haha yeah me too :-[
xxBrandNew 27: lol
xxBrandNew 27: it's ok
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NoLiesJustLuv x: (=PAIIIINNN)
xxBrandNew 27: HAHAH i was thinking napkin
NoLiesJustLuv x: hahaha
NoLiesJustLuv x: that would be gory
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xxBrandNew 27: ughh another hour to kill
xxBrandNew 27: i'm so bored
NoLiesJustLuv x: OHHH SEEEE...
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NoLiesJustLuv x: it.
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NoLiesJustLuv x: t
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NoLiesJustLuv x: thisboy in my school wrote on a desk " i slaughtered my family with a hack saw and sucked the blood from their wounds while they screamed " and he got detenions for writing on the desk and he has to go to counseling with his mom.
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NoLiesJustLuv x: okay that and my Latin stuff
NoLiesJustLuv x: later
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