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Feb 10, 2005 19:29


today was utter shit. all of my teachers left me in a murderous state of mind by the end of the day. i hate everything .. (about myself)

i came home and was left alone for 4 hours so i ordered Chinese food and Gina came over and we watch a movie. i felt bad that i couldnt tip the delivery guy but the food sucked. disappointing.

i sat in my bean bag chair and listened to Fevers and Mirrors for so long and i just felt.. heavy. Old Bright Eyes does that, its really depressing.

Yeah, don't destroy yourself like those
cowards do and maybe the sun keeps coming up because it has gotten used to you and your
constant need for proof.

This conversation was extremely entertaining for some reason-

xxBrandNew    27: hey woman
NoLiesJustLuv x: hey lady frienndd
xxBrandNew    27: what's up?
NoLiesJustLuv x: just having some coffee in preparation for Latin studying
NoLiesJustLuv x: u?
xxBrandNew    27: waiting for 8 o clock to roll around so my dad can take me somewher
NoLiesJustLuv x: where?
xxBrandNew    27: the craft store and hopefully olive garden
NoLiesJustLuv x: ! that sounds like a spectacular night.
NoLiesJustLuv x: the craft store is one of my favorite places on earth
xxBrandNew    27: it completes my life
xxBrandNew    27: i want to work there and become like.. superlative manager of paint by numbers and jumbo crayon packs
NoLiesJustLuv x: ahahahhaa
xxBrandNew    27: hahah
xxBrandNew    27: what's the dealio with you and mo?
xxBrandNew    27: :-\
NoLiesJustLuv x: we're good
xxBrandNew    27: that's good
NoLiesJustLuv x: i got off the bus this morning and she ran up and held my hand in front of everyone
NoLiesJustLuv x: it was.. awkward..
xxBrandNew    27: that sounds like a beautiful union of souls
xxBrandNew    27: were you mad about it?
NoLiesJustLuv x: not really, just frustrated.
xxBrandNew    27: yeah
NoLiesJustLuv x: i dont know if she was ever mad at me tho
NoLiesJustLuv x: WHATEVVVV
xxBrandNew    27: lol yeah
NoLiesJustLuv x: soo do you have a Valentine?
xxBrandNew    27: no :-(
xxBrandNew    27: you?
NoLiesJustLuv x: nope
xxBrandNew    27: we can be each others
xxBrandNew    27: like the usual lonesome listless losers do
NoLiesJustLuv x: YEah YAHHH
NoLiesJustLuv x: yuhhh embarassingg..
xxBrandNew    27: ahahaha
NoLiesJustLuv x: i was just sitting up in my room listening to old Bright Eyes and its so depressing :-\
xxBrandNew    27: the music or memories associated with it?
NoLiesJustLuv x: music
xxBrandNew    27: yeah, i agree
xxBrandNew    27: FUCK i'm so hungry
NoLiesJustLuv x: ughhh im gonna PUKEEE
NoLiesJustLuv x: i ordered chinese food
NoLiesJustLuv x: when i was home alone
xxBrandNew    27: and was it good?
NoLiesJustLuv x: the scallion pancakes were.. crab rangoons.. rancid.
xxBrandNew    27: EWWWW
xxBrandNew    27: EVERYTHING IN THAT SENTENCE MAKES ME VOMIT PROJECTILEY
NoLiesJustLuv x: :-[
xxBrandNew    27: you sick bastard you
xxBrandNew    27: it's alright
xxBrandNew    27: just don't mention chink food to me ever again
NoLiesJustLuv x: you dont like it!?@?!
xxBrandNew    27: i do but not involved with the word rancid
xxBrandNew    27: i just redid my layout
NoLiesJustLuv x: I MUST LOOK!
NoLiesJustLuv x: im re-doing mine.
NoLiesJustLuv x: its going to require your help this time.
xxBrandNew    27: haha alright, why though?
xxBrandNew    27: i love yours
NoLiesJustLuv x: i hate it. and i have SOOO many better ideas im just too lazy to like.. figure them out
xxBrandNew    27: yeah
xxBrandNew    27: i boycotted the whole thing earlier today but then i realized how bored i would be if i quit
xxBrandNew    27: it just takes up the gaps of time when i have nothing to do
NoLiesJustLuv x: haha yeah me too :-[
xxBrandNew    27: lol
xxBrandNew    27: it's ok
NoLiesJustLuv x: FUCKFUCKFUCK
NoLiesJustLuv x: PAPERCUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
NoLiesJustLuv x: ABHSkiawdegh ukfsgnvfdghdygtkserutndfjvgkdftg
NoLiesJustLuv x: \APPINHNNN!!!!
xxBrandNew    27: NO
NoLiesJustLuv x: (=PAIIIINNN)
xxBrandNew    27: HAHAH i was thinking napkin
NoLiesJustLuv x: hahaha
NoLiesJustLuv x: that would be gory
xxBrandNew    27: eww
xxBrandNew    27: poor thing
xxBrandNew    27: ughh another hour to kill
xxBrandNew    27: i'm so bored
NoLiesJustLuv x: OHHH SEEEE...
xxBrandNew    27: ....
NoLiesJustLuv x: ugh i am a slave to
NoLiesJustLuv x: it.
xxBrandNew    27: WTF ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT
NoLiesJustLuv x: THE OC

xxBrandNew    27: see i thought that but i figured i was imagining!
xxBrandNew    27: i thought you were going to lecture me or something
NoLiesJustLuv x: jahahaha
xxBrandNew    27: i was playing hangman today and i tried to say J but instead i shouted out jew.
NoLiesJustLuv x: AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAAA
oh lord.
xxBrandNew    27: hahah.. ohh i am such an anti-seminist (?) is it semitist?
xxBrandNew    27: whatev
NoLiesJustLuv x: t
NoLiesJustLuv x: aha
xxBrandNew    27: lol
xxBrandNew    27: lately i've been thinking about when you told me not to nigger lip napoleon and i just start laughing
xxBrandNew    27: nigger lip
xxBrandNew    27: haha
NoLiesJustLuv x: AHHAHAHAHAHA
xxBrandNew    27: ahahahah
xxBrandNew    27: so i heard mike and john both quit?
NoLiesJustLuv x: yeahhhhidunno
xxBrandNew    27: weirdos
NoLiesJustLuv x: they are always making thsi claim and it always turns out to mean nothing
xxBrandNew    27: yeah.. expected
xxBrandNew    27: hahah remember adam's profile
xxBrandNew    27: just a piece of leg to bite on
NoLiesJustLuv x: AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
NoLiesJustLuv x: oh wow
NoLiesJustLuv x: ahjahahahahaha
NoLiesJustLuv x: ajahaklnhakjdh ajkfsd
NoLiesJustLuv x: f'
NoLiesJustLuv x: asf srgfbdhfcg
xxBrandNew    27: ajajaj=
NoLiesJustLuv x: cf
xxBrandNew    27: OMG
xxBrandNew    27: brianna was just on and i missed it!
NoLiesJustLuv x: hajj? like a muslim religious war?
xxBrandNew    27: hahah is that really what it is?/
NoLiesJustLuv x: yeah~!
NoLiesJustLuv x: aghsahghahaha
xxBrandNew    27: hahah
NoLiesJustLuv x: or maybe its a pilgrimage to the Holy Land
xxBrandNew    27: those crazy muslims
xxBrandNew    27: YEA
xxBrandNew    27: IT IS
NoLiesJustLuv x: eaitehr way- its Muslimish
xxBrandNew    27: i remember
xxBrandNew    27: of course
xxBrandNew    27: i always wanna think that like they make really good muffins
xxBrandNew    27: because the names are so alike
NoLiesJustLuv x: BgGgGhHH
NoLiesJustLuv x: = laughter
xxBrandNew    27: hahah
NoLiesJustLuv x: agahahhaha
xxBrandNew    27: looks like the periodic tabole
NoLiesJustLuv x: LOOK AT HOW HORRIBLY I TYPED THAT
xxBrandNew    27: sooooo
xxBrandNew    27: thats how you're supposed to di it
NoLiesJustLuv x: coffee does bad things to good people.
xxBrandNew    27: REMEMEBER THE CAKE
xxBrandNew    27: AND HOW WE WERE SO GROSS
xxBrandNew    27: EEWWWWW
NoLiesJustLuv x: WEWWWWW'
xxBrandNew    27: there are so many friggen e's in remember
NoLiesJustLuv x: pronounced: WEE-OOO
xxBrandNew    27: ahHAHAH
xxBrandNew    27: vshdbjnbsdjnd
xxBrandNew    27: vfdjng jfdngd
NoLiesJustLuv x: REPHRASE:
NoLiesJustLuv x: WEE-OO-WAH
xxBrandNew    27: hahaha
xxBrandNew    27: sirens
NoLiesJustLuv x: *WUH
xxBrandNew    27: GTE IT STARIGHT
xxBrandNew    27: starboard
NoLiesJustLuv x: whaT>?!
xxBrandNew    27: my lips are so chapped
NoLiesJustLuv x: STAR TEEK>?
xxBrandNew    27: NOTHING
xxBrandNew    27: forget it
xxBrandNew    27: ahaha
NoLiesJustLuv x: TREK*********
NoLiesJustLuv x: AHahahahIUASGHHAGF
NoLiesJustLuv x: GgGgGgGgGGgG
xxBrandNew    27: ginseng
xxBrandNew    27: is what i think of when i see that
NoLiesJustLuv x: thisboy in my school wrote on a desk " i slaughtered my family with a hack saw and sucked the blood from their wounds while they screamed " and he got detenions for writing on the desk and he has to go to counseling with his mom.
xxBrandNew    27: NGSJHGN
xxBrandNew    27: IS HE A CREEP
NoLiesJustLuv x: i guess it was supposed to be funny..?
xxBrandNew    27: IDIOT
xxBrandNew    27: wow i've never laughed so hard as when i read that
NoLiesJustLuv x: i know me too.
NoLiesJustLuv x: wait.. you were kidding tyea?

xxBrandNew    27: yes.
xxBrandNew    27: AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
xxBrandNew    27: IDK
xxBrandNew    27: LAUGHING
xxBrandNew    27: HYPER
NoLiesJustLuv x: :-|
xxBrandNew    27: phew geez
NoLiesJustLuv x: cut the crap.
xxBrandNew    27: i'm going to cry.
NoLiesJustLuv x: GGGGgGGggGgGAgGgHGFSEGH RFSHGFVXHGFXC/'
NoLiesJustLuv x: DF
xxBrandNew    27: ashfbshg
NoLiesJustLuv x: IM GONA  PUIKE
xxBrandNew    27: just do it
xxBrandNew    27: get it over with
NoLiesJustLuv x: okay that and my Latin stuff
NoLiesJustLuv x: later
xxBrandNew    27: alrighttt byebye~
NoLiesJustLuv x: have fun with your Vati
xxBrandNew    27: i'll try
xxBrandNew    27: have fun with porcelain
NoLiesJustLuv x: asvfh dsd gGgGgGHgGgGgG
NoLiesJustLuv x: SSOTP TOT

xxBrandNew    27: ahaha
xxBrandNew    27: ok
NoLiesJustLuv x: oh dar.
xxBrandNew    27: YOU GG
xxBrandNew    27: QUICK
xxBrandNew    27: RUN

NoLiesJustLuv x: WEAUR?
xxBrandNew    27: idk!
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