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I'm at Chris's house right now =) everything is just like.. GOOD when im here, LIFE is good. it makes me love everything, my dad is the greatest. In the car we listened to BNL, i forgot how much i LOVE that song "If I Had A Million Dollars", Dad pumped that shit and we all sang along.
We went down to the hippy store and i my intentions were only to get Moire a card but i just COULDNT HELP MYSELF!!! she's gonna be so mad that i got her another present, Mary too. i <3 Smace, i had so much fun last night. It's too bad i have NARCOLEPSY =| so we didnt stay up till 4:20, as planned.
On a less jovial note- i just found out my Opah (grandfather, its German) is dying. He's a terrible alcoholic so he's never been much of a consistent figure in my life but for some reason i have always loved him anyway. He's an artist and a brilliant person, but alcohol really ruined his life.
if i had a million dollars i'd buy your loveeeee
SO it's CHristmas Eve- holiday cheer to all. I'm pretty excited to open all my presents from Yiayia tonight! I'll let you know what i got tonight.
Wowww it probably took me about a half hour to type this entry since the keyboard at my Dad's is so effing G A Y =) <33
SO LOVE ME GENTLY WITH A CHAINSAW
And take the glass against your wrists.
You know I am your worst nightmare,
Oh how you love my bloody kiss.
But it's time to die.
YOU'RE WORTH MORE DEAD.
Tell me your fantasies,
I'll make you *believe,
That I really care.
I'll look into your eyes,
I'll tell you all my lies.
As I take you slow.
So love me gently with a chainsaw
I'll leave you like your father did.
I'll bite your lip so fucking, so hard.
And watch the innocence just drip
Down your chest,
And into my mouth.
Tell me your fantasies,
I'll make you believe,
That I really care.
I'll look into your eyes,
I'll tell you all my lies.
As I take you slow.
So take your tears and go away.
So take your tears and go away.
A bitter ending from a slow decay.
So take your tears and go away.
And I'll sit here with a smile and a match.
"The lies!" she cried, "the heartache!"
We went down to the hippy store and i my intentions were only to get Moire a card but i just COULDNT HELP MYSELF!!! she's gonna be so mad that i got her another present, Mary too. i <3 Smace, i had so much fun last night. It's too bad i have NARCOLEPSY =| so we didnt stay up till 4:20, as planned.
On a less jovial note- i just found out my Opah (grandfather, its German) is dying. He's a terrible alcoholic so he's never been much of a consistent figure in my life but for some reason i have always loved him anyway. He's an artist and a brilliant person, but alcohol really ruined his life.
if i had a million dollars i'd buy your loveeeee
SO it's CHristmas Eve- holiday cheer to all. I'm pretty excited to open all my presents from Yiayia tonight! I'll let you know what i got tonight.
Wowww it probably took me about a half hour to type this entry since the keyboard at my Dad's is so effing G A Y =) <33
SO LOVE ME GENTLY WITH A CHAINSAW
And take the glass against your wrists.
You know I am your worst nightmare,
Oh how you love my bloody kiss.
But it's time to die.
YOU'RE WORTH MORE DEAD.
Tell me your fantasies,
I'll make you *believe,
That I really care.
I'll look into your eyes,
I'll tell you all my lies.
As I take you slow.
So love me gently with a chainsaw
I'll leave you like your father did.
I'll bite your lip so fucking, so hard.
And watch the innocence just drip
Down your chest,
And into my mouth.
Tell me your fantasies,
I'll make you believe,
That I really care.
I'll look into your eyes,
I'll tell you all my lies.
As I take you slow.
So take your tears and go away.
So take your tears and go away.
A bitter ending from a slow decay.
So take your tears and go away.
And I'll sit here with a smile and a match.
"The lies!" she cried, "the heartache!"