Oct 13, 2005 22:36
so i miss being really close to my brother.
its only like 7 days till my birthday.
p.s im excited.
yea i've been lied to alot this week.
sometimes it feels like the worlds out to get me.
i saw the last fire fly tonight. it was amazing, almost like a dream.
i got like one new picture on my myspace, i like it it shows my new hair.
i spent all day today wishing i were beautiful, and that i could have somebody who really cared, but then again who am i kidding im worthless.
someday far away i plan to run away. it will work i'll save up money from a lowpaying job and hope i amount to something. wow depression suck.
see you later