nows the time to d i s a g r e e

Aug 15, 2004 01:09

yesterday was probably the best day of my entire summer.
i was at sammy's all night and we did everything.
-listened to jew
-played instruments / attempted to tune them
-bakes / refrigerated
-watched movies
-talked
-walked to walmart
everything. i had so much fun.

i never got ashley's invitation and i woke up at 4
today so i wouldnt have made it. i hope i can make it
up somehow!!!! =\

i didnt do much today.
i cleaned up my garage. im so embarrassed that my
friends left all the stuff on the floor.
oh well, its over, its done with, i cleaned it up.
uhm.. i listened to clips from the new jew album.
i love them<3
i got my hours for training at work. im excited.
finally something to do to distract me from other
stuff.
i finally bought out cold. oighfdghodffgdfgn its
my favorite movie. i remember seeing it in the
theater with shirley and nicole.. and it was so packed
we watched it from the aisle.
did i spell that right?? ive been out of it lately.
i dont go to bed till sunrise and i sleep all day.
i dont even wanna go out anymore. i look forward to
spending my days inside in my room and stuff.
sad.
anyway.. i watched that.. im making a new background
but my computer is fucked up so ill finish it
tomorrow.
i found 8 different cars .. cuz that one i was sposed
to get earlier fell thru because the old chick
sold it but kept the ad going for another 2 weeks.
my dad was like 'i hate to tell you this..' --theres
me getting all down cuz hes about to tell me i cant
get a car-- '.. but we cant buy you a car for another
2 weeks'. hahaha who cares??? i dont need one for
another month!
wow so yeah.
18 days until the jew show. i still hope jimmy can
take me. i find out next week. if not theres only
one other person i would want to ask but i cant.
it suckssslkjfsdkjsdlfsdfld.
but uhm.
yeah..
im going to church with my dad tomorrow.. then buying
work pants and shoes.
monday i have my thingy at the doctor.. the procedure
bothers me.
annnd i get my schedule on monday.. bleh.
maybe ill go to bed before the sun comes out..
we'll see.
im gonna go watch the rest of old school.

i dont deserve forgivness
but you dont deserve the burden ive put on you
i wish i could have a clean slate again. start over
ya know?

again, shoot me. more than once, please.
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