Feb 22, 2006 21:43
Right now, I am sitting in my studio watching American Idol because I am a loserr.
Today was nothing too special. I woke up late, layed around and watched some tv, and then eventually got ready around 12. Mike called me and wanted me to bring my camera up to Best Buy while he was working...but dad wouldn't take me. Then, we went out to Roslyn Heights for my first individual appointment with Dr. Byrnes. It was such a good session. Not only is the place better(leather couch instead of uncomfortable chairs and florescent lights), but Dr. Byrnes is amazing. It was the first time in a long, long time that I left therapy feeling like I actually got something out of it. She got me to realize the dynamics of my family and how they are affecting me. She also made me realize that I needed to tell Mike that I was in therapy. Dad let me drive home from Roslyn Heights...which was really cool. It was my first time driving on main roads like Northern&Southern State...and we didn't die! I was so proud of myself. So, I came home and I told Mike that I was in therapy. He was really, really cool about it. He said that he was also diagnosed with depression and used to be in therapy, so he knows how it is. I was really happy that he was so cool about it. That boy is so awesome. He drives me insane in a verrryy good way. Lol. Speaking of which, the highlight of my life last night -- Mike went to pull me closer to him and he decided to pull me by the belt loops on my pants...all of a sudden, the belt loop rips on my pants. It was the funniest thing everrr. I almost died. Anyway-- I get to see him tomorrow after work and I kind of can't wait. He's such a cool guy. Back to my day-- I accidentally fell asleep before. I was just kind of resting my eyes, and all of a sudden, 20mins went by! It was craazy. Ok, well American Idol is over, so now I need to focus all of my attention on re-runs of DEGRASSi.
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