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Happy Easter
I got in at 5am.. church was at 8 so i of course didnt go, had to be at my grandmothers for noon.
Man im tired.
Last night after work i went over to victors house and rich and jerry were there. We just hung out watching ten million different parts of thirty differnt movies then went to blue comet, his sister and her 2 friends came along too.
Well when we were there steph kept sending me text messages that she wanted me to leave blue comet and hang out with her, and she was just sayin stuff like dont hang out with him come hang out with me ill come get you and crap like that. And victor always plays around iwth the camera on my phone and he had my phone adn he got into my inbox and was reading the messages steph was sending me.
Then hes like yeah i see your friends sayin shit bout me and u dont want to be here so fine i wont bother with you anymore and then he jsut carried on with his friends. They were all talkin adn stuff so i just sat there cuz i tried to explain to him steph was sending me the messages sayin to leave, but i DIDNT leave i stayed there by choice, and he wouldnt let me explain that he was just too busy being mad at what steph said. First off thats steph, not me, u dont take that stuff out on me. If i wanted to leave and go wtih her i could have but i didnt and he didnt udnerstand that. Hes liek yeah u probably told her you wanted to go but u have to stay. NOOOOOO
But i sat there while he was talkin away and then his sister said kelly is something wrong you seem sad im like no im alright and victors like no her friends over here talkin smack and she doesnt want to be here and bla bla bla and i was lke NOOOO youre are blaming me for something she said and getting mad at me for it i dont know why you dont understand its not me who said shit. SO then i just talked to his sister and jerry pretty much then we all left there and went back to his house. I was talkin a little bit more to him then but he kept on sayin shit like "oh sorry im not steph, stephs the greatest , im not your lesbian lover steph" i was like yeah we're just big lesbians. God that pisses me off. If i say anything joking around or say i dont like somehting he did or said he goes "oh sorry im not your friend steph" or "sorry im not your brother charlie" WHERE THE FUCK DOES THAT COME FROM??? when he said something bout setph yesterday even his friend jerry goes "oh somebodys not jealous of steph or anything" I dunno if hes jealous or waht i dont think he is but still why the hell do u just constantly say her name and my brothers name, he says their names more than i ever have. Its jsut rediculous.
Finally at teh end of the night... well actually 4:30 am i was trying to explain to him that steph said the st uff not ,e mi didnt leave i stayed i wanted to hang out with him adn all that and he still woudlnt listen then he said smoething smart assed or wahtever and started laughign bout it and looked over at his friend.... kinda like he was showing off or looking for approval or something so then i just go "HAHA yeah youre real funny" and left.
I just wish he would listen to me and see my point i was tryign to get across. yes you can be mad and upset my friend said shit but dont get mad at me, get mad at me if i was like yeah hes a faggot i hate hi mi dont want to hang out with him but that didn thappen so dont get mad at me ya know? It really upset me i was almost on the verge of cryign in his house so thats why i had to leave, i cried a little bit when i left cuz i was just so damn angry.
I just wish for once somebody would fucking listen to me
I got in at 5am.. church was at 8 so i of course didnt go, had to be at my grandmothers for noon.
Man im tired.
Last night after work i went over to victors house and rich and jerry were there. We just hung out watching ten million different parts of thirty differnt movies then went to blue comet, his sister and her 2 friends came along too.
Well when we were there steph kept sending me text messages that she wanted me to leave blue comet and hang out with her, and she was just sayin stuff like dont hang out with him come hang out with me ill come get you and crap like that. And victor always plays around iwth the camera on my phone and he had my phone adn he got into my inbox and was reading the messages steph was sending me.
Then hes like yeah i see your friends sayin shit bout me and u dont want to be here so fine i wont bother with you anymore and then he jsut carried on with his friends. They were all talkin adn stuff so i just sat there cuz i tried to explain to him steph was sending me the messages sayin to leave, but i DIDNT leave i stayed there by choice, and he wouldnt let me explain that he was just too busy being mad at what steph said. First off thats steph, not me, u dont take that stuff out on me. If i wanted to leave and go wtih her i could have but i didnt and he didnt udnerstand that. Hes liek yeah u probably told her you wanted to go but u have to stay. NOOOOOO
But i sat there while he was talkin away and then his sister said kelly is something wrong you seem sad im like no im alright and victors like no her friends over here talkin smack and she doesnt want to be here and bla bla bla and i was lke NOOOO youre are blaming me for something she said and getting mad at me for it i dont know why you dont understand its not me who said shit. SO then i just talked to his sister and jerry pretty much then we all left there and went back to his house. I was talkin a little bit more to him then but he kept on sayin shit like "oh sorry im not steph, stephs the greatest , im not your lesbian lover steph" i was like yeah we're just big lesbians. God that pisses me off. If i say anything joking around or say i dont like somehting he did or said he goes "oh sorry im not your friend steph" or "sorry im not your brother charlie" WHERE THE FUCK DOES THAT COME FROM??? when he said something bout setph yesterday even his friend jerry goes "oh somebodys not jealous of steph or anything" I dunno if hes jealous or waht i dont think he is but still why the hell do u just constantly say her name and my brothers name, he says their names more than i ever have. Its jsut rediculous.
Finally at teh end of the night... well actually 4:30 am i was trying to explain to him that steph said the st uff not ,e mi didnt leave i stayed i wanted to hang out with him adn all that and he still woudlnt listen then he said smoething smart assed or wahtever and started laughign bout it and looked over at his friend.... kinda like he was showing off or looking for approval or something so then i just go "HAHA yeah youre real funny" and left.
I just wish he would listen to me and see my point i was tryign to get across. yes you can be mad and upset my friend said shit but dont get mad at me, get mad at me if i was like yeah hes a faggot i hate hi mi dont want to hang out with him but that didn thappen so dont get mad at me ya know? It really upset me i was almost on the verge of cryign in his house so thats why i had to leave, i cried a little bit when i left cuz i was just so damn angry.
I just wish for once somebody would fucking listen to me