i need a new dancing friend
well today was quite hellish.. i went to my dads house for this brunch lunch thing he and my step mom have every year.. there was a whole bunch of people i supose i shouold know because they know me but i dont remember them... then there was the food.. i ate so god damn much that i more then made up for not eating the past few days.. god it has made me feel sick.. and fatter.. soo much sushi i dont know if it was a good or bad thing... but i got money for looking after my cousins with that money i bought krys a christmas gift! haha i wont tell her what it is! it makes me feel like i have some sort of power! yay go power! every year we alternate between my mom and my dad on holidays, this year we are with my dad for new years.. this mean going to kamloops to see my step family. luckily this year i am in contact with my friends who live there and am going to be at their house instead on newyears.. the down fall is my mom and brothers will also be there:( so *kaite wants to come and that would make the whole experience much more pleasant.. the only trouble is she is returning from the US on the day my dad and i are suppost to be leaving.. this makes the situation difficult i cant go up with my mom the next day because she is taking her boyfriend, my brothers and my dog - my dog came from our friends in kamloops while i was there this summer, i love her very much - this leaves no space foe *katie and i. now i face the difficult task of changing my dads plans or getting my brothers to trade vehichles with me so we can go up later to ensure i will not leave before *kaite returns from her adventures to disneyland.. grr this makes me so mad.. actually very sad.. i dont wanna go alone!:( plus the fact that if i take *katie, her sister caitlin, whome i god very much, will be mad at me... this is all upsetting me very much