your not going to ruin me

Oct 15, 2005 01:28

had an awesome night
school (gay)
then photo shoot with rel done by jer of course (way to make me feel like and idiot jer....)
then pizza with jeffie and my relish
then was the mall
which was friggen great
nick and sean showed up
did some hollister shopping haha
just all around good night, seeing friends, ex seeing awesome ones named nick is great.

so like i said, your not going to ruin me again
i got you outa my life once and for good
and your gonna stay there
i dont wanna come home to my cuz tommy saying "wow i hung out with you ex, jordan,he is awesome"
no fuck you
how come no one can see how he ruined me for way to long
im a happy person now
i have amazing friends in my life
i dont ever want to go back to how it was
i never thought someone could make me scared of life
scared to ever care about someone, how could you do that to someone you say you love?
my night was soo good until i walked in that door

no one understands
people will never get what it was like, i was scared to fuckin live
you say blah blah, why did you stay with him then
how can you not stay with someone when allthey teach you is that no one else will love you
so fuck you jordan, dont you dare try and get back in my life
your not ruining all the great things i have

friends... you are my family <3
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