May 21, 2006 14:46
so i havent been on this thing in ages.
lets talk.
i'm with travis now. he's great. blah blah blah.
sometimes i'm like "wow...amazing".
and other times i feel like we have absolutley nothing in common.
not to mention, i leave in 4 months. he'll still be in high school. yeah awesome. then uhmmm idk. he's way too busy for him. we do nothing fun, we sit around and watch movies. he WONT make a move on me. it's like he's afraid of me. his friends all hate me, girls and guys both. why? ehhh i dont know. all my friends like him.
and i especially love alcohol being chosen over me.
at work last night, he texts me to ask me what im doing and im like duh...working. and hes like " thast cool. im getting drunk ".
tight. glad we didnt have plans or anything.
his sister hates me too. and his mom thinks im a nudist. alright cool.
what the hell is wrong with me.
I HATE THIS.