gloria! gloria!
So, im back on the space..and to tell you the truth, its all that great. i like to log in and creep a little, and then im done. maybe hiatus was the best thing that ever happened to me!
My day, started off absolutly horrible...even tho last nite was the best night ever! Me, Mugga, Danny Fay, Mia, MCO & Gloria... like where do i even begin? Everything was going so wrong for her, and the more and more it went wrong, the funnier it got for me and maria. like we love to feed off of her problems. and were all just so mean, and its just fucking funny. i love it! anyways, after work i came home... took a shower and got ready to go to christophers to have our entourage marathon =)sooo naturally, i was there until 5:30.. got home just in time to hear my moms alarm for work to go off.. lol its bad! then i got a really nice phone call from teresa at 9:40 in the morning..sooo i was one happy camper to begin with. then! i figure, well let me go pay 80 bucks towards my cellphone so i could get it turned back on again.. and i go out of my way, take money out..go back to the bank..to then later on find out, that they will not turn it on until i pay off 132 bucks on the motherfucker. so i was pissed because this is all my moms fault... if she woulda left me her account shit before she left for connecticut, i coulda avoided all of this...then i realize that this check im getting this week is going towards books, which wont even cover it all.. so now at this point, i just come home and cry. cry because i dont think ill be able to afford a good birthday party me and teresa want to throw...cry because i have a dad that hasnt paid for anything my whole life, but still pays for jenna's fucking car insurance...cry because my mom trys so hard, but expects me to just like "deal" with it. cry.. just in general. so i took a well needed nap, and then i woke up and chris talked to me about it all, and made me feel alot better. i do hate complaining because i kno that theres alot of people out there, who have it MUCH MUCH worse.. i just hate how like, even nucc or teresa doesnt fully understand what it feels like to be me sometimes. like nuccs phone bill was over 600 bucks.. and she was supposed to pay for it all herself...do u think her phone was shut off? nope. teresa isnt paying for school..just for me, for the longest time, its always been i pay for everything, or i get nothing. i dont have parents to just spot me money. dont pay phone bill... dont have one. chris said for me to maybe write my dad a letter and just let everything out that way. i actually started crying just the thought of how that letter would sound.. me and matt would both be bawling. its a good idea, so i might take his advice, hes a smartie..soo i agree with him. sooo he made me smile alot before i went off to work.. and then work was pretty good too. im alright now, i just go threw these like crying spurts. lol..
tonite is my last night before suffolk, and im sooo not ready for school again. im going to watch movies and go to bed EARLY. me kimmy nucc and mugga are hanging out tomorrow =) looking at some tattoos & eating! soo it should be a nice little day. hopefully ill get to hang out with chris tomorrow too.. i would really like that. pz!
My day, started off absolutly horrible...even tho last nite was the best night ever! Me, Mugga, Danny Fay, Mia, MCO & Gloria... like where do i even begin? Everything was going so wrong for her, and the more and more it went wrong, the funnier it got for me and maria. like we love to feed off of her problems. and were all just so mean, and its just fucking funny. i love it! anyways, after work i came home... took a shower and got ready to go to christophers to have our entourage marathon =)sooo naturally, i was there until 5:30.. got home just in time to hear my moms alarm for work to go off.. lol its bad! then i got a really nice phone call from teresa at 9:40 in the morning..sooo i was one happy camper to begin with. then! i figure, well let me go pay 80 bucks towards my cellphone so i could get it turned back on again.. and i go out of my way, take money out..go back to the bank..to then later on find out, that they will not turn it on until i pay off 132 bucks on the motherfucker. so i was pissed because this is all my moms fault... if she woulda left me her account shit before she left for connecticut, i coulda avoided all of this...then i realize that this check im getting this week is going towards books, which wont even cover it all.. so now at this point, i just come home and cry. cry because i dont think ill be able to afford a good birthday party me and teresa want to throw...cry because i have a dad that hasnt paid for anything my whole life, but still pays for jenna's fucking car insurance...cry because my mom trys so hard, but expects me to just like "deal" with it. cry.. just in general. so i took a well needed nap, and then i woke up and chris talked to me about it all, and made me feel alot better. i do hate complaining because i kno that theres alot of people out there, who have it MUCH MUCH worse.. i just hate how like, even nucc or teresa doesnt fully understand what it feels like to be me sometimes. like nuccs phone bill was over 600 bucks.. and she was supposed to pay for it all herself...do u think her phone was shut off? nope. teresa isnt paying for school..just for me, for the longest time, its always been i pay for everything, or i get nothing. i dont have parents to just spot me money. dont pay phone bill... dont have one. chris said for me to maybe write my dad a letter and just let everything out that way. i actually started crying just the thought of how that letter would sound.. me and matt would both be bawling. its a good idea, so i might take his advice, hes a smartie..soo i agree with him. sooo he made me smile alot before i went off to work.. and then work was pretty good too. im alright now, i just go threw these like crying spurts. lol..
tonite is my last night before suffolk, and im sooo not ready for school again. im going to watch movies and go to bed EARLY. me kimmy nucc and mugga are hanging out tomorrow =) looking at some tattoos & eating! soo it should be a nice little day. hopefully ill get to hang out with chris tomorrow too.. i would really like that. pz!