Oct 16, 2007 15:38
EFFING HECK.
I can't even stay calm for too long thinking about this.
YOU'RE HER GRANDMOTHER. YOU SAID YOU'D TAKE CARE OF HER. YOU SAID YOU'D PROTECT HER. THIS ISN'T PROTECTING HER.
You're giving her back to the father who TOLD HER TO GET INTO THE BACK SEAT OF THE CAR AND LAY DOWN, PRETEND TO BE ASLEEP, HE DIDN'T WANT TO KNOW SHE EXISTED.
Am I the only one who realizes that's bad? Am I the only one who understands that's not something you want to send a girl back to? Valerie... poor Val. Her whole family is screwed in the head.
Her mother's dead.
Her father's a nut.
Her brother has his own problems, like doing drugs and drinking.
I hate that.
I HATE THAT.
I hate it that so many kids are drinking and getting high and doing drugs. It's stupid. It's just so stupid TO ME. I don't see why people would want to. There are other things in the world you can do. There are other activities you can do to distract yourself.
Why?
Why in the fucking hell would you do something so god damn stupid?
I don't get it.
I feel bad for cursing, but I don't care at the moment.
This makes me so angry and it's not even happening to ME.
I swear I'll adopt her or some crap. She doesn't deserve this. She doesn't deserve ANY of it.
Not to mention the guy I like doesn't like me. Of course he doesn't like me. Why would he like me? No one ever likes me. Damn them. Damn boys. I should give up. Give it all up because it's stupid and pointless and annoying and stupid and I'm repeating myself.
Dammit.
Yeah.
I'm going to go rant some where else. Or maybe I'll come back here in a few minutes and start ranting again. D<
Who knows with me.
Damn every single one of those people who make me mad and treat me like I'm dirt.
Who ignore me.
Who don't notice me because I'm quiet.
Damn them.
Damn them all. >>;
kali,
valerie,
ranting